Bag Lady:(Book One)

Bag 32-- Still Naive

"How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again
A wounded heart you gave
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many
I know you did
I come from a place that hurts
And God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
never fall again" ~♡♡ Janet Jackson "Again"♡♡

"Your crazy! You know what Nessa Imma stop fuckin wit you, because you make dumb ass decisions!" Naomi yelled through the phone.

"How am I makin dumb decisions?!"

The line dropped and I called her back

"Hello?"

"Hey I think the line dropped Nye"

"No bitch, I just hung up on yo stupid ass. Now I understand that you was wrong for aborting the nigga baby and all, I understand that, I understand. But you still in love with the nigga after he done raped yo ass, blacked yo damn eye and on top of all of that he is your enemies brother!"

"You fuckin up bitch! You fuckin up!" She chuckled.

"But I love him!"

"Bitch in the words of Tina Turner, what the fuck does love got to do with it?! You need to get yo shit together, and I am tired of you giving you advice just for you to do the opposite of what I tell you"

"I'm listening this time"

"Janessa I ain't trynna be yo mama or nothing , but you need to let go of all the baggage boo. I know it's been hard for you, I know your life hasn't been the greatest but now it's time for you to make a change. Stop being in the same position, wanna hear some deep shit?"

"Yes"

"When something bad happens, you can either let it define you, let it destroy you or let it strengthen you. So what you gon do?"

"Let it strengthen me"

"Forget what hurt you, but never forget what it taught you. Your obviously still learning, but you'll learn your lesson soon girl."

"So I'm leaving....im gonna find somewhere to go"

"Don't tell me, I'll believe it when I see it"

"Nye, you've been a true friend"

"You know I got yo dumb ass"

"Well bye girl I love you"

"Bye I love ya too...,start using your brain. Your a smart girl, you just don't know it.

Jazilyn POV

"Hello?"

"Hey dad, its-- It's Jaz"

"Damn lil girl, you returning my calls seems like I gotta make appointments to get in contact with you"

"Daddy I have something to tell you"

"What?"

"I had a baby"

"What?! When"

"Four months ago, her name is Journie."

"Who the daddy?! That one nigga who yiu claim was your friend brother"

"Yeah him, but we weren't really in a relationship, he raped me and he forced me to be with him"

"Imma set up a flight right now, and imma kill him!"

"Daddy he's in jail, but I-- but I wanna come back home. My baby is suffering from baby shake syndrome, and umm they say she only has two years to live or whatever. You know? And I wanna have them fly her to University of Miami, cause they a better hospital"

"How the baby get that?"

"Her daddy, he's crazy."

"You can defiantly come home baby, when you planning on coming"

"They wanna keep her in her for another two weeks, before they fly her to Florida, but I am coming backbhome. I gotta go though, I love you"

"I love you"

(***)

My eyes shot open as soon as I heard Journie screaming and her heart monitor start beating. I heard the door close and I pulled back the long curtains and ran over to her. I looked down at her and black handle of a knife was sticking out her stomach.

"HELP ME! SOMEBODY COME HELP ME! SOMEBODY STABBED MY BABY!" I yelled out the door and a nurse came to my rescue.

"Oh my God!" She exclaimed, she grabbed the phone.

"I need patient transport down here on floor 9 room 3 right now! A baby has been stabbed she's bleeding! Immediately!!" She cried.

........

I waited in the waiting room, with Janessa and Naomi by my side comforting me. The doctor walked up to me and had a daunt look in her face,

"Ms. Jones, I'm sorry but Journie did not make it"

I fell out my chair and screamed. Naomi and Janessa did the same and all three of us was a total wreck. My baby is gone, my baby

Naïve

Young girl why is it that your so naive, lies on top of lies have been told and yet you still believe. Young girl why do you have tolerance for such disrespect, why do your problems go unchecked. It seems like your mind have suffered from neglect. Why do you sit and watch people do you wrong, why do you listen to the same ole tired song. A naive girl's feelings will forever be ignored until knowledge and love for her self is absorbed. Some people are not your friends, just enemies in disguise, what would it take for you to realize. That one day you must open your eyes, cause when your naive your mind lays in a bed of told lies. So naive girl open your eyes and realize that being naive is so so so unwise.~Niecy Maraè Woods ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

"Give but don't allow yourself to be used.
Love but don't allow your heart to be abused.
Trust but don't be Naïve.
Listen to others but don't use your own voice." ~nameless

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