Bag Lady:(Book One)

Bag 30-- The Things We Accept

"So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
All the things that we accept
Be the things that we regret" ~ Ashanti "Foolish"

"If I'm going my daughter is coming with me!"

"No you go"

"I'm not leavin her with you! You apparently lost your mind!" I started walking towards Ria room to get Desireè but he pulled my arm, putting a lot of compression on my wrist.

"What I say?!" He shouted.

"Your hurting me let me go!"

He yelled at me, and his clutch got tighter and tighter, my wrist began to throb.

"Let me go!" I slapped his face with all my strength, his eyebrows creased and he clenched his jaw.

"You know what you don't have go no where" He grabbed me by arm and pushed me in his room, I heard Desireè call for me, but Andrew slammed the door before I can respond.

"So you aborted my baby?" He picked me up from off the carpet and smacked me and manhandled me close to him.

"You thought that was okay?"

"Answer me! I'm talkin to you!"

"Fuck you Drew!"

He pushed me againts the wall, while he bundled his hands around my neck, I found myself gasping for air, I attempt to get him off of me but he put all his weight on me.

"You know what's about to happen to you? Huh?" He asked with a lot of base in his voice.

"I'm bouta beat yo ass, since you ain't care about my child I don't care about you!"

He released his hands off of me, and striked me in my face, I yelped in fell to the ground. Suddenly, punched were being thrown at me. It felt like every bone was breaking, I screamed blood murder, but he didn't stopped.

"Mommy! Mommy! Mommy are you okay?!" Desireè cried from outside of the door.

Andrew opened the door and cracked it so only he can see her.

"She's okay baby, go sit down"

"I am not okay! Do not lie to her!" I shouted,

"Go back in the room okay, she's fine"

He shut the door, and he continued to beat me, I got up and wobbled a little and I punched him in his face, then we were fighting. I don't think I was winning but I wasn't just going to let him hit me, he got fucked up if he think if I'm not gonna fight back.

After about 10 long minutes, he threw me on the bed and choked me and he hit me in my face.

"I hate you so much!" I cried.

He got off me, then put on his hoodie and shoes, and he walked out, slamming the front door. I buried my face and my hands, and when I picked it up blood covered my palms.

I went in the bathroom and turned on the light, I had black eye and.....it was just all bad. My whole entire face had open cuts and it was swollen.

"Mommy are you okay?" Desireè asked as she clinged on my waist.

"Yes mommy are you okay, what did daddy to you" Ria asked, I let her call me mommy since Riana hasn't been in her life since she was born.