March 9

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A/n: Chapter... 11 (?).. 12(?)

I don't know, and I don't care!

Enjoy!

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March 9

Guess what? GUESS WHAT?

I finally got to leave the hospital!

Not forever, but for the moment.

The doctors thought that I needed to get clean air and sunshine. Just what I had hoped for!

It was so nice to get out. The wind blew my hair and the sun warmed up my pale face. I heard children running around and laughing. I could hear the wind moving the grass and everything was so nice. The aroma of spring echoed in my nose.

Do not know how long I was out. I did not care. As long as I got to be out there, I forgot all evil and just enjoyed the moment.

Being outide really helps me to calm down.

It was so lovely, until my supervisor said we were going back in.

That moment, all my joy fell. He had noticed it, and had promised me to pull up my curtains that obscured my vision out. And I was obviously happy about this.

Being trapped in a dark, sad place for six days, plus the extra two days I do not remember, if I may say, is no fun at all! Well, it's only been a little more one a week. And if they let me go out, it must mean that I may soon leave the hospital. I wonder who will take care of me?

Now you may ask why I wonder this ..

I have begun to remember little about my life! I dreamed of my parents and I found out that they died in a car accident. I even found out what I'm called. Toshiki Kai. The name that has been chopped up in my head, turned out to be my name. No wonder I was bothered with it.

But all these faces I see sometimes, it is still blurred and I still not remember who they are. But it still feels like I know them. Especially the boy with the golden hair. It feels like I've known him all my life. I do not know. It may actually just be something I just think, to fool myself. I don't know.

I'm glad I finally know a bit more about myself, even if it's about my dead parents. But I'm still happy, even though it is terrible memories.

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A/n: the end!

Well, this starts to turn out well for the brunette. Or does it..?

Next chapter, coming up!

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