Forever Doesn't Last Forever

Chapter 22

"I didn't mean to Emma." He stood up and walked over to her but she backed up. "Don't be afraid of me, please."

Emma shook her head. "You killed him."

"Please, I didn't mean to. I was just angry."

"Then you need to channel the anger! You killed a man because of it!"

"I didn't mean too!" Killian lunged forward and tackled Emma to the ground.

Emma tried to show that she wasn't scared but she failed miserably. "Killian please get off of me."

When he realized what he was doing, he got up and offered her his hand but she propped herself up with her elbows.

"You have no idea how easy it is to slip back into the darkness."

"Killian I honestly don't think the darkness has left. You killed one of your crew members, and attacked me. What happened?" Emma asked.

"I don't know love. I have to get back to the Jolly Roger. She helps me calm down."

"And I don't?" Emma asked finally getting up off of the ground.

"Swan you know you help. Just please don't be afraid of me."

Emma didn't say anything, she just motioned him back into her house. She was still afraid of him and what he could do to her. She stayed a safe distance away from him and worried even more when he opened a flask and took a drink. The alcohol could make things worse. Soon enough the flask was empty and we was drunk but trying not to let it show.

"Emma darling do you want to go up to your room and, you know?" He asked with a smirk.

"I don't think that that's such of a good idea." Emma said.

"Why? Cause I'm a pirate and you're a princess?"

"No because you're drunk and I preferably want you to remember your time with me."

"It's best when I'm drunk and don't worry about that. A woman as beautiful as you is hard to forget and certainly deserves my full and undivided attention." He stood up and stumbled over to her. He kissed her lips roughly before she pulled away.

"I said no."

"Cmon love. One hour."

"I'm not some wench Killian!"

"Aye your right. I'm sorry Emma. Maybe I should go. I'll call you tomorrow and we can prepare to head back to the Enchanted Forest."

Emma nodded and went up to bed. What has gotten into him? She tossed and turned for hours. She thought about her life back home. How would they raise a baby on a ship full of men? She certainly couldn't go home. Not back to the castle. Emma rubbed her stomach. She got up and went to Killian's house. She knocked on the front door but there was no answer. She turned the doorknob and it was unlocked. She walked in and into his bedroom where she barely saw his blue eyes staring at ceiling. He watched her walk into his room and sit on the bed.

"Emma I really am sorry. I know that you aren't a wench. You are my princess. My Swan. Please don't leave me. I'll make it up to you." He said desperately.

"I know and I won't. I was thinking. How are we going to raise a baby on a ship? A crib constantly rocking back and forth. Do we even have room for a crib?" Emma said.

"I grew up on a ship. We most certainly do have room for this baby. If we didn't I wouldn't have done it." A smirk grew on his face. "We have all the room and time in the world. Our daughter or son will be the most fearsome pirate who ever lived, behind me of course." Emma laughed and he brought her down with him. "He or she will know about our love story. About how a princess and a pirate fell in love when he disguised himself as a guard, fell in love with the princess, went away, went to Neverland, saved each other's lives multiple times, then survived a curse."

"Killian I love you so much. Please don't forget that. You are stupid but it's cute. Our kid will love you so much. No one is going to take it away from us. You may be a pirate, but you are my pirate."

"Emma we aren't being married. Save it for the vows." Killian said with a laugh.

"Tell me Jones. What are we going to name our kid if we have a boy?"

"Liam Tyler Jones."

"And a girl?"

"Chloe Swan Jones."

"Swan. Huh that's original." Emma said sarcastically.

"Well it would be perfect for her, just as it is for you." Killian said.

Emma smiled. She started to fall asleep next to him that night. He hugged her and kept her close to his body to make sure she that she wouldn't leave again. He wasn't about to let his princess slip through his fingers as easily as he had gotten her. Sure they had their ups and downs, but she was pregnant and they were getting married as soon as they got back home. Either Liam or Chloe was going to be the most fantastic, fearsome, and cutthroat pirate who ever sailed through the many realms. If Emma wanted their child to become a prince or a princess, that's what they would do.

"Killian, what do you want?" Emma asked with her eyes closed as she hugged his arm.

"What do you mean love?" He asked with a smile.

"Do you want our kid to be royalty, or do you want it to be a pirate?"

"Whatever you want. Either way they will be the best at it."

"I don't want them to be put through what I was. It has to know its parents. I want it to have freedom, not be cooped up in a castle, but at the same time, the adventures could be dangerous you think? I don't want him or her to be put in harms way."

"Don't worry, I will not let anything happen to them. We won't let it get hurt anywhere or in any situation. So, do you want our child to be a pirate or a royal?"

"Definitely a pirate."

Killian smiled. Emma and Hook were going to have a family together.