Cutting and abuse

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I walked over to my bed and wiped my eyes. I grabbed the laptop and typed in Shane dawson it loaded and it was filled with videos,pictures,interviews, and news reports.
I clicked on a video and sang along to one of his songs. I then looked at some pictures.... Man he was hot. Oh yea and I almost forgot somthing.

I'm gay.

I have not told anyone except for my best friend brit she is the only person I can trust. I herd a knock sat the door and quickly shut the laptop

Me: come in

Dad: JOEY YOU GET OVER HERE RIGHT NOW

he pointed to the floor infrount of him I quickly ran over to him

Dad: YOU ARE IN BIG TROUBLE!!

Me: what did I do?

Dad: ITS 8:00 AND YOU HAVE NOT MADE DINNER *slaps Joey*

Me: OW!

Dad: that's what you get! Little fag!

I ran downstairs and quickly turned on the stove. I poured 1 glass of water and took out a bear for dad. I don't want him drunk but I also don't wanna be slapped.

We sat down at the table and ate in silence. When dinner was Over I went to my room and went to bed.

I woke up the next day it was Friday. I got out of bed and got dressed into a blue t shirt and jeans I also wore a crystal necklace. I ran to the kitchen hoping dad wasn't up yet which he was not. I grabbed a banana and ran to the bus stop Brit was waiting there.

Brit: hey Joey

Me: hey Brit

Brit:hey did You see Shanes new announcement?

Me: uh no.... Why what happened

Brit:he's going on tour and he is coming to Boston!!!

Me: really?!!! Oh I wish we could go!

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