Now what? (T.C)

4.7

Tea's pov.
(Meanwhile)

I ran out the door, not caring what Matt or Shawn had to say.

Not wanting to be bothered, I grabbed my sunglasses from my truck, and started walking.

Matt would come find me, but I've taken a few walks around so I know my way.

The damp grass felt good on my bare feet so I stopped and took a breath.

"You're a fucking bitch and I wish you'd never move out here!" Echoes in my mind.

"I wish you'd never move out here!" Is the part that really stuck.

I walked over to the old barn and opened the door.

The loud squeak made the cat run away and into the field.

I chuckled at it and walked inside.

"Whoa." I looked around the huge barn.

Lots of room for horses, we can make some storage space.

I saw the ladder leaning up against the wall, so I climbed it.

Up top, there was hay, boxes and tools.

"Project number 4." I said, moving some boxes.

I sat on a small bail and took a deep breath.

A lot has happened over the last week.

We moved to LA. Vanessa had children. I found out I'm pregnant. Vaylor engagement. Fights. Fights.

"I'm such a bitch." I spoke, dropping my face into my hands.

I need to apologize. But how.

I say quietly, listening to the quiet odd bird chirp, than I heard a thud.

"What the f...." I got up and move towards the noise.

"Tea?" A voice echoed.

I smiled, knowing it was Matt.

"Up here bae." I called, sitting back down.

"Coming, just give me a second." I heard him yell.

I moved some bails around so it looked like there was chairs around.

"You know you shouldn't be climbing, it can hurt the baby." Matt finally said, sitting down beside me.

"I'm not in the mood for a lecture." I paused. "What happened, was stupid. I'm sorry but I'm going to be a little more of a bitch than I normally am. This whole baby-moving-tour-thing has been stressing me out to the max and I know it's not good but Matt, I can't just sit there. I need to start setting up stuff so we can have a home. Your going to be tired on the days you come home and if I'm going to come in a few weeks, I need to finish stuff!"

"Tea, you do need to take it easy. I'll open boxes and you can tell me where to put it. I'm sure this baby is important to you but you need to slow it down." Matt took my hand and interlocked our fingers.

"Matthew. I know. Your on my case, Vanessa will be, Shawn, Hayes. Everyone will be because I don't slow down. I work till it's done. I can't relax. Yes this baby is stressful to you but I'm carrying it. We need to start getting that ready." I explained.

"Come inside?" Matt asked.

"I guess. I'm going to start making a list of everything that needs to be done. One for house, one for tour and one for baby." I stood.

"Be careful." Matt watched me climb down the make-shift ladder.

"I knoooooow." I said as I stepped slowly down the ladder.

Matt waited for me to get down before he followed.

"You're such a farm kid." He wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"I could be some preppy city chick who's never worked a day in her life and is scared of bugs." I paused to see the smile on his face.

"Or I could be me, tough, adventurous, wild and country."

Matt bit his lip, smiled and looked at the ground while shaking his head.