As I sit here I'm thinking about the laughs we had the love we shared. The mistakes I've made by throwing it all away. I'm such a fool and now I lost the only thing in my life that made me truly happy. The only thing in my life that kept me going. I thought maybe I could just stop. Stop feeling stop loving. But my mind wanders to you everyday every second. I can't find it in my heart to delete your pictures, the shared messages, the memories. Even now writing this down I'm choking on my tears wiping the keyboard clean. Without you I don't think can ever smile and mean it. I don't think I'm capable of loving another, I don't think I can move on. My heart, my head, my everything belong to you even though you probably don't want them to. You probably never want to hear my name again or see my face. But I can't help loving you and I just keep sitting here thinking of what a fool, an idiot, I am.
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Non-FictionJust a little diary I suppose. I honestly don't expect people to even read this so....
