Psych Ward (Peterick)

Chapter 29

*Patricks POV*

'Pete can I go home with you?' I whispered in his ear as he layed next to me on my hospital bed.

'Uh, I dont know if thats a good idea. Cause I cant be there to look out for you. I think its better to go back to a psychward..'

'No'

'Patrick nothing that happened is going to happen again. The warden is gone. There's someone new and he's very nice to everyone'.

I wanted to protest but I dont have a say in it anyway. I'm still not okay and I cant be on my own, for now.

'O-okay but I'll see you there right?'

'Ofcourse Tricky, even if I dont have to work I'll come to see you, but we have to keep 'us' a secret okay. Cause I cant afford it to be fired'

'Okay, I wont say a word, i swear'

'Hehe good' Pete smiled as he pecked my lips.

Never in my whole life I thought this would happen. Its strange to have someone love me and care about me. I couldnt have dreamed of it. But its all that I've ever wanted. And Pete is perfect. He's so sweet and kind. He's so good with his words and his touch is so gentle.

'Pete?'

'Yeah Trick?'

'N-never mind'

'No, what is it?' Pete carefully pushes.

'H-how can you love me, I'm so fucked up?'

'Cause I dont see that. I see you. And yeah you may be fucked up but so am I. I love you for you. You are the sweetest and kindest person I know. You are so innocent and so loveable. And not to forget you are hella sexy hehe'

You're not good enough Patrick. He deserves better than you. What can you give him? Nothing. Cause you are nothing.

'Hey, are you crying Patrick?'

He put his finger under my chin and lifted up my head, making me look into his piercing brown eyes.

'Whats wrong?'

'Its just... its just that you are so sweet and so nice to me and I am not enough for you. I cant give back what you want and need. I dont deserve you Pete. You are too good for me'

'Stop that, you give me enough. Laying next to you. Feeling your warmth. Hearing your voice is already enough. Being in your presence is enough. So dont you ever and I mean it, dont you ever think that you're not good enough for me'

I started crying harder and I wanted tyo wipe away my tears as I felt his warm hand wipe them away and his soft lips touching mine. I opened my mouth and our tongues danced together. We parted and I looked into his eyes. His brown eyes smiling.

'I love you Trick. I love you so much'

'I love you too Pete!'

(A bit of a filler/bridge. This story is going to end soon. I hope you liked it. Much love, melanie)