30.
The sky was filled with grey clouds as a thick fog covered the streets of London. I missed him yet he was right beside me. He was never his normal cheeky self when we said goodbye, and neither was I.
I found the nearest coffee shop and brought myself a latte as I patiently waited for the train to arrive on the platform. I hated goodbyes, especially when I was saying goodbye to Brad.
Before we both knew it, the train arrived and it was time for me to leave. I hugged him, trying to avoid eye contact because as soon as I looked into his eyes I know I wouldn't be able to leave. He kissed my lips softly and I proceeded onto the train, awaiting my journey home.
After an hour and a half, I had arrived back home. I took my bags from the luggage area filled with many other suitcases and step carefully from the train onto the platform. I catch a glimpse of the time as I swiftly walk from the station. 15:45.
Luckily for me, I only live a 10 minute walk from the station so after listening to several songs, I arrive back at my apartment. I throw my keys onto the kitchen counter and collapse onto my bed. It feels so lonely in here compared to the boy's & Amy's apartment.
I sigh and decide to run myself a hot bath. I turn on the tap and let the hot water fill up, not forgetting to add bubbles. I light a couple of candles and slip into the hot water.
After almost falling asleep in the bath, I wrap myself in a towel and enter my bedroom. I change into some pyjamas before making myself a cup of tea and re-drafting a recent blog post. As I type away, I get a snapchat from Brad.
I click on the red square to reveal him laid in bed with his head hung on the pillow, the caption wrote as 'Bed feels so empty without you.' A grin on my flustered face appears and I reply, telling him that I miss him more.
Waiting for a reply back, I return to blog post. My attention is captured by my familiar ring tone. It was him. Once again, a real smile appears and I answer the phone.
"Hello..." I say, waiting to hear that adorable brummie accent.
"Hey, I have no reason for ringing except for the fact that I just wanted to hear your voice. What you up to?" He says, chuckling lightly at the end of his sentence, I could almost see his cheeks turn pink.
"I'm just typing up a blog post and drinking tea aha." I say, taking another sip of my tea.
"The boys and Amy have just gone bowling, decided to stay here and ring you instead." He sighs.
"Aww, look at you, got you under the thumb haven't I?" I say, laughing at myself.
"Yeah, whatever." He says, teasingly.
"I know you just left but shall we plan when you can come up next because I wanna make sure I see before I go on tour." He says.
"Okay, when is best for you?" I say, hoping I'm free as well.
"Well, the only time I can really do is next weekend because I have loads of meeting and stuff just before tour and I don't want for you to come up and me actually be busy." He says before I quickly glance at my calender on my phone, scanning through to see if I'm free. Thankfully, I am.
"Yeah, I can do next weekend." I say, with a smile on my face.
After we arrange what is happening, we discuss what shows I'll be going to. I said that considering I could just stay at their apartment, I will go up to London to see them in the O2. And, I'll see them in Cardiff considering it's there last date so Brad can stay at mine that weekend. Brad's parents and I have talked about me going to see them in Birmingham as well so I get the opportunity to spend some more time with them but we're not telling Brad that, it's going to be a surprise.
Just before I'm about to go to bed, I start looking at apartments in London again. I know, I can never seem it just stay in one place. But being in Cardiff all by myself is so lonely, and I'm almost always staying with Amy and the boys. Although, I don't want to move back in with the other boys and Amy, I just feel as though I need my own space but not as far away. After a few sparking my interest, I make a note to book appointments to go and look at a few when I'm next up there.
Author's Note
I am aware that Cardiff wasn't the last date of the last tour but I've decided to adapt it to the story line. I hope you're enjoying and don't forget to vote/comment, I'd really appreciate it.
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