Mark My Words

Chapter 32

<Hayes' Pov>

"WAIT!" I heard someone yell. I turned my head around. There stood Paige. I turned back around and started to get into the car again. "HAYES PLEASE WAIT!" She yelled again. I stopped and thought for a quick second what I should. I turned around and just looked at her.

"What? What do you want Paige?"

"To apologize. I'm sorry for everything! You didn't deserve all my sass! I'm really sorry!"

"K is that all..."

"Are you serious I just apologize and all you say is k?"

"Well first off... Whenever I apologize to you I pour my heart out to you you literally just said 3 sentences and 2 of them were I sorry. Second do you even understand why I'm upset? Third I need to go I'm going to miss my flight."

"I'm sorry Hayes."

"Seriously there it is again! I gotta go Paige." I turned around and started to get in the limo again. But she grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to her.

"Hayes I'm sorry! I'm not good at this! Look I'm sorry I was being a little bitch about it all. You deserve to be on the show Im sorry I was upset you didn't tell me I know you had your reasons why you weren't telling me. I'm sorry that I'm a horrible girlfriend. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough for your I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry that I came into your life and changed it drastically and probably ruined you me life. I'm just so so so so sooooo sorry! I understand if you can't forgive me..."

"Paige non of those things are true.. Well some but the ones about you aren't! Yes I had my reasons for not telling you! And no you didn't ruin my life you helped me a lot if it weren't for you I would still be a high school drop out high all the time no good kid. Yes you changed my life but for the better! I'm sorry you feel this way about yourself but it's not true! I love you Paige and nothing you do will ever make me stop loving you! You're not a horrible girlfriend you are an amazing one!! So stop being so hard on yourself."

"Ok.... Well it's hard not to be when all I do is push you away."

"Paige you don't push me away. I do something that makes you want to push me away. It's not because of you. Look I'm sorry for everything I've done."

"It's fine.. I've forgiven you for the past. I just can't forgive myself."

"Paige you need to forgive yourself. It took me forever to forgive myself when I was in rehab. I felt like I let everyone down. And I felt horrible for it but the one thing that they taught me that stuck with me was to forgive myself. It took me a while since I wasn't able to apologize to everyone that I hurt especially you.. But I learned to forgive myself. It might take sometime but I hope that you find the courage to forgive yourself like I forgave you! I love you so much! And I wish I could stay and finish this talk but I'm gonna miss my flight..."

"Ohhh.. Right.. I forgot I'm sorry."

"It's ok. I forgive you." I chuckled at myself. Which made her laugh. "I've missed that laugh these past few days..." A tear slid down her face.

"I'm going to miss you trying to make me laugh while your gone." I looked down and grabbed her hand. I kissed her cheek and pulled her to the limo with me. "What are you doing?"

"I figured we can finish this conversation while we are on our way to the airport."

"I can't just leave the tour!"

"I know that silly. I just meant you could go with me to the airport and we can talk until I have to leave fully..."

"Oh awkward..." She smiled and giggled. I grabbed her hand and we got into the limo. I looked at Paige and smiled.

"Look I know you want us to be done but I just don't think that's right. I want to be with you and I'm willing to wait for you but now would be better in my opinion."

"You're ridiculous!" She laughed. Which made me laugh. Her laugh is adorable. "I want to figure myself out before we start things up again. I still love you I just want to be able to forgive myself before I start this back up... I hope you get that Hayes! I'll still text you and call you all the time but I need to work on myself first.."

"I understand don't worry! I'm going to be focused on DWTS I don't know when I will get time to have a social life... So I get it."

"Aright I'm happy for both of us. We will be able find ourselves and have the time of our lives! Me touring and you dancing."

" I agree but boy am I going to miss you." I looked down at my hands. She gently set her hand on mine.

"I'm going to miss you too.. I love you Benjamin Hayes Grier..."

" I love you too Paig-" before I could finish what I was saying she smashed her lips into mine. I kissed back. The limo pulled to a stop and we pulled away. "Well this is me.."

"Yeah I guess so..." She said tears filling her eyes.

"Bab- I mean Paige.. Will you come to the first show? It would really mean a lot to me." I smiled. She looked up and nodded.

"I will try. Also please don't stop calling me Baby Girl or babe. It's one of my favorite things you say..." She blushed looking down.

"Alright well when you come down to LA. We will have a fun night after I dance. We will have a dinner date and watch your favorite movie get frozen yogurt and do whatever else to want to." I smiled at her and gently put my thumb and index finger on her chin pulling her face up to look at me. I kissed her. I pulled away. "Goodbye Paige I'll see you in a few weeks baby girl." I kissed her again.

"Goodbye Hayesie Poo. I love you I'll see you in a few week." We kissed one more time and then I grabbed my bags and got checked in. I got a drink and sat and updated snapchat  Instagram & Twitter. I scrolled through Twitter to see what was new. I retweeted a few things, replied to fans, favorited some stuff tweeted Paige. I put my head phones in and waited to board. A few minutes later they announced my flight I got up and went to where my seat was. I put my phone on airplane mode, buckled my seat belt, and played my music. After a few minutes I fell asleep. Im gonna miss touring... But I'm going to miss Paige even more...

ANOTHER UPDATE!! Whoop sorry if it sucks... :| busy week had a lot on my mind. Had a Rough day but hope you enjoyed it though. Leave some uplifting comments if you are still reading this! Love you guysssss