What The Hell Did I Do?

WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?!?!?!?!?!?!(18)

Jason's P.O.V

I don't know how long I lied awake listening to her cry and trying to comfort her. I have to think of something. What if one day I'm not here and this happens again or maybe worse.

I woke up and noticed she wasn't in bed. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I opened it I saw Natalia getting out of the shower. We both screamed.

"Sorry!"I said walking out of the room. She pulled a towel over her.

"It's fine. I guess that's payback for me walking in on you."She laughed at the memory. She moved past me and into her walk in closet. The door shut behind her. She had a really nice body.

She came out in black Capri's and a black spaghetti string. Her hair was still wet as it lay on her shoulders. Without warning she kissed me. I kisses her back.

I slid my hands down her sides and on her thighs. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. Now her back was against the wall.

A knock at the door interrupted us. Damn. We went apart as she told whoever to come in.

"Hey there is a man in a car wanting to talk with Jason."Mark said looking between the two of us, probably because we were both breathing deeply.

"You go. I need to finish getting dressed."She said smiling at me.

"Well if you must."I joked. She laughed lightly.

"Just go perv."She said slapping me in my arm. I laughed and gave her a quick kiss. I ran down the stairs and to the drive way. It was my dad with Justin in the back.

"We are leaving."He said with a smile. I went to the back and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Daddy loves you. He'll see you in two days."I told him. He smiled.

"I love you to daddy, and tell mommy that I love her too."I froze at those words. He thinks his new mommy is Natalia. She was great with him and I can see the longing in her eyes to have a kid of her own. I know she doesn't want one any time soon, but the longing. She obviously adores him. What am I going to do?

"Ok son. Love you."I replied getting out and shutting the door. I went to look at my dad again. He gave me that weird look.

"I think that when I come back I'm going to have to meet this Natalia you told me about. Do you even know anything about her?"He asked me.

"I know everything dad. She's so great and I can tell she already loves Justin. She cares about him and me. I care about her as well. I think I love her."I said. I couldn't help but feel that the words I was saying were the truth. They were.

He looked at me in surprise.

"Like I said. I still need to meet her. Tell her to come outside real quick."He said. That scared me. Whenever he talked to my past girlfriends he gave them the third degree. It's weird for a dad to do. All I did was nod and went back into the house.

I found her eating cereal in the kitchen.

"Want to meet my dad?"I asked. The spoon stopped midway to her mouth. It dropped back into the bowl. She looked at me like I was crazy.

"Why?"She asked.

"He wants to meet you silly."I said taking her by the hand and dragging her from her seat.

"What if he doesn't like me?"She asked.

"No worries he'll like you."I told her. We walked till we were in front of him.

"Hi my name is Chris, Jason's dad."He extended his hand. She took it.

"Hello sir my name is Natalia."She said looking at him surprisingly confident.

"Nice to meet you. Now I don't know if you were aware that my grandson called you mom at least twice, maybe more."He said. Great this was a conversation that was not needed.

"Dad."I warned. He ignored me.

"What are your thoughts on that?"He asked giving her, her hand back. I look at her and see her mouth wide open in shock.

"I was aware of only the first time. I have no thoughts on the subject."She said.

"I'm sure you do. A kid who is clearly not yours called you mom. You have thought about it."He said.

"Sire no disrespect, but why do you want to know. My thoughts are mine, and mine alone. I care about your son and Justin. I understand that your concerned, but I'll be in Jason's life as long as he wants me to be. I know I'm not his mother, but I adore him."She replied getting angry.

"No it's not wrong, and yes your thoughts are yours. This is my son and grandson. I'm making sure they don't get hurt in the end. I know who your parents are and what they do."He said. That made her pause.

"What is that supposed to mean?"She asked. He looked at her and shook his head.

"I'm saying that they have a whole new life. I'm and FBI agent so I looked up you and your family. You have a brother if you didn't know. Also your family is involved with drug related convicts. My grandson will not be allowed over here."He said. All she did was shake her head. Tears welled down her face and she was off. She ran hard and fast. I don't know if she heard me yelling after her.

"What the hell?"I yelled. He nodded his head.

"She had the right to know. I'll be back in two days with Justin."He said getting in the car and driving away. When I turned back I couldn't see her at all. She was out of sight. She would come back, she had to.