The Diary of Eleanor Calder

Chapter 2: November 2011

November 3rd, 2011

Dear Diary, It's a cold and rainy day here in London, and so my photoshoot for Hollister was canceled. I'm not as bummed out as i seem, because Louis is coming over later to watch a movie. Turns out, at the Halloween Bash, Louis went as a Demi-god. Half human, half god. It was like a match made in heaven. Literally. We danced the whole night it seemed like. I met Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Perrie, and Danielle. They are all so nice. The girls and i hit it off right away. We planned to go for a spa day next week. Danielle told me she's never seen anyone make Louis smile as much as i did that night, and that made me feel loved. After the party was over, Louis drove me home, singing Irresistable to me the whole way home. He met my mum when he dropped me off at the door, and she instantly took a liking to him. I wish he would've kissed me. But, alas, he didn't. Louis told me he was bringing over a movie that was sure to make me laugh. The doorbell just rang, it must be Louis. See you soon! Love, Eleanor.

November 16th, 2011

Dear Diary, I'm so so sorry i haven't written in you for thirteen days! Louis and I have been busy dodging paparazzo, and taking many vacations when we aren't busy. I bet you don't want to hear anymore sappy shit about me and Louis, so per your request, here's the dark version of our relationship. One Direction fans are bat-shit crazy! I thought i'd never say that, since before i was dating one of the boys from 1D, i was a Directioner myself. When Louis and I were getting out of the car one day, a fan ripped my hand away from Louis's! I was too scared to do anything, so i just walked alongside him, not saying a word. It was horrifying! Now im scared to hold his hand in front of fans in public now. I've been holed up in my new flat since that happened. Oh, and by the way, i moved out of mum's house into a small flat more near my modeling agency. And that's another reason why i haven't written in you as well. I was packing and moving crap during my absense. I can't even go to Starbucks anymore without being bombarded by paparazzi. It's not fair to me or my Chai Latte's. I have to go now. Im meeting Danielle and Perrie for lunch. Chow. Love, Eleanor.

November 24th, 2011

Dear Diary, I'm in a very sad mood today. Louis and I had our first fight. We started yelling and screaming at eachother about our work schedules, and how we have no time to see eachother anymore. He made me feel really horrible. I didn't know what to say, so i stormed out of his flat in hysterics. Perrie and Danielle came over and we watched Mean Girls. They made me feel a lot better than i felt earlier. "Maybe he's just stressed over work" Perrie said, patting my back. Danielle agreed. She never really talked about her relationship with Liam, and i respected her boundries. After they left, Louis called me over thirty times since our fight, and it was really annoying. I just wanted him to go away. I really didn't want to talk to him at the moment. Maybe i'll call him back. I don't really know. I have to go now, my agent and i have to go to dinner. TTYL. Love, Eleanor.