The Diary of Eleanor Calder

Chapter 8: August 2013

August 16th, 2013

I'm sorry I've taken such a long leave of absence from my writing. This is going to be my only entry for the month of August. As of today, Louis and I are no longer seeing each other. As heartbreaking as it is, its what we had to do. Fans had been attacking me on Twitter saying that I was being unfaithful and I was a skank. None of the boys will talk to me except for Niall since he knows the real truth. My heart is broke and I don't know who will be able. To fix it again. Perrie and Dani think the boys are being ridiculous, but I think there's a conspiracy going on. Call me crazy, but this is what I believe. I found a new flat and I'm in the process of moving all my stuff from Louis's. He's never home when I come to collect my stuff and I'm glad for that. It would be awkward to see the man you once loved moving on without you. I'm the worst person for saying this, but I don't think I really love Louis in the first place. Maybe all these feelings are messing with my head. September will be a fresh start for me. Have a pleasant rest of August sitting in a box. Sincerely, Eleanor.