Alex PoV
Hey I'm Alex. I have a girlfriend named siara. She's beautiful but I can't do it anymore
I have hidden my true self from the world since I was 10. My parents told me they were glad I'm straight. They always told me being gay was a bad thing so I hid it.
I can't hide it anymore. I I'm going to tell siara. She's understanding and I trust she won't tell anyone.
S- hey Alex. I love you
A- uh hey I um need to tell you something. You can't tell anyone though
S- um ok
A- we need to break up in g gay
S- OMG. YOU GAY ASS FAG. HEY EVERYONE ALEX HERE IS GAY
Everyone was staring and laughing. How could she do this to me.
They were calling me things then got closer. They through me against a wall and punched me I yelped.
The school cop came and saw them beating and calling me names.
She grabbed me and took me to the office
Cop- what happened
A- I told siara a truth about me and she told the whole school and they started beating on me
I said this quickly but she still understood me
She called my parents. When they picked me up. I told them but vended the truth. I said I broke up with siara and she got mad and blurted it to the school. I don't have the guts to tell my parents yet. Or at all
We got home and I went to my room. I texted Ethan and asked if I could come over. He stayed home today. But I know I can trust him with anything. We've been friends since the 1st grade.
Text
A- hey Ethan can I um come over I need to talk to you
E- yeah buddy come on over
I walked to his house. My parents said it was ok
Knock knock
E- hey oh my gosh what happened come in
We walked to his room
A- before I tell you what happened I need to tell you something else
E- of course
A- I um I'm gay
E- really. I'm so proud of you buddy
A- really
E- of course you had the courage to come out or me. Now why are you beaten up
A- I thought siara was different so I told her and she yelled it to the whe school. They called me names and beat me.
By this point I was crying.
Ethan wrapped his arms around me comforting me. It's not wierd. He came out 2 years ago. We say there as he comforted me and I cryed in to his shoulder. We eventual headed to my house cause my parents wanted me home.A- bye Ethan.
E- see you T school
Mom- oh good your diners ready co
R eatWe are together then I headed up stairs and showered.
When I finished I made a choice I never thought I would make but I did it.I took a blade and slid it across my wrist. I did it lightly but 3 times. I cleaned up and wrapped it up
I went to my room turning on music and going to sleep
A/n
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