Cursed

Loss

Nathan was the first thing that entered my mind when I arrived at the bloody pack house. My whole body is protesting with every move I made. Wounds from the battle earlier is pouring out of blood, people stared at me with shock and terrified expression as I pass. I know that I'm covered in blood but can't they just fuck off for now.

I went to the back of the house where the large tree is located at the far end of the backyard and change into my human form, I know how. In the eighteen years of living and guiding new shifters to change back to their human form I learned that thinking of your human body and imagining of your Wolf leaving your body, or like caging it will help you turn back into your human form.
I concentrated, taking a deep breath a letting it out really slowly. I imagined my body, my human body, the way I walk and using my feet, the way I use my hands while I eat. And slowly I felt it change. Bones snapping, my body deforming. It was painful, but I let my body change, my strength leaving with it.

Mate. Was her last whisper on me as she finally left my body.

I was drained with both power and strength. I looked at my body, it was covered in blood. And just as I thought about the blood, pain suddenly erupted through out my body. I gritted my teeth to prevent myself from screaming. I clutch my side where the man's canines sank into. The wound were deep and the blood didn't stop from oozing on it. Anytime soon I'll pass out but I still need to find my little brother. I tried standing but failed easily and landed on the giant root of the tree,
Did I tell you I was still naked?
Realizing I really was naked, I look around me for something to cover my body. I know my pack left some clothes somewhere in trees. And there, above me was a large white shirt. I tried standing again but this time more carefully. Pain erupted from the wounds at my side. I gripped the trunk tightly with my bloody hands for support at my weakening body. I finally manage to stand but my feet wobble slightly making me lean on the tree. I set aside the pain and got on my tippy toes, still gripping the trunk with one hand I grab the shirt with my free hand. A tiny gasp escape my lips as pain once again decided to form. I wonder why my wounds won't heal faster than it should be. I examine the wound and noticed that it's still fresh and no change happen. And why is that?

I carefully slipped the shirt over my head and let the end of it cover my thighs. It ended just above my knee. The white shirt is slowly turning red as the blood continue to flow from my wounds. I slowly walk from behind the tree and into the house. Blood is everywhere it almost covered the green grass of the land. Dead bodies are scattered here and there. But what made it more worse was the semi-circle that formed where I know my parents are lying, dead.

A sob escaped my mouth as I made my way towards them. People parted and made way as I walk giving me a look of both sympathy and something I cannot put a finger on.  My knees buckled and I fall on the ground sobbing in front of my dead parents. I clutched my chest as the pain of losing them overwhelmed me. I gently caressed the beautiful face of my mother, my tears dropping on her face. "M-mum.." I said softly hoping she'll open her eyes and tell me everything's gonna be alright. I waited. But no, she didn't open her wonderful eyes that held warmth and love, it stayed close. I sobbed loudly as I hug her body rocking it back and forth. "Mum please...w-wake up" I pleaded between sobs. Then my eyes found the body of my father, my sobs becoming louder. I gently put down the body of my mother and crawled towards my father. I feel so weak yet I refuse to let the darkness that keep swallowing me, swallow me. I wanted to be with my parents right now. I want them to be happy for me for I have finally shifted. It is all what they wanted for me. And now that it finally happened, they're.... gone. Oh Goddess why? The head of my father was twisted in a very awful way. I closed my eyes, not believing on what I'm seeing. "Oh my Goddess why?" I said once I open my eyes and stared at my father who is looking back at me, but not really seeing me. "Why!!!?" I screamed while looking at the sky above. The stars are still twinkling not knowing what happened down here. The moon is in it's perfect crescent shape, like a smile. Despite of what happened here, I can't help but think that my parents are above there watching me. "Can you see me?" I whispered still looking at the sky above. I looked down staring at my father, his eyes are glued to mine but those ayes are void of life. With trembling hands, I fluttered his eyes close.

A commotion was happening somewhere around me but I pay no attention to it. Then I heard something..

"........Nathan."

My head snapped to the direction of people looking at something. Then I saw the familiar brown hair of Austin trying to get though the bodies that's blocking his way. "MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF THE FUCKING WAY!" He growled and people stated to clear out. Then slowly he emerged out of the small crowed with a body in his arms. I immediately froze.

NO.

Our eyes connected, his with the look of sympathy. I hate that look. Then he look at the bodies beside me. The look of horror are evident on his eyes. I watched him use is wolf speed to go to me. He stop and stood right in front of me, looking down at me with the expression that I despise the most. I look away from him and my gaze landed at the small frame he was carrying. Then I feel like that air leave my lungs, my heart seemed to stop beating, and my whole body refusing to move. Because in his arms, are none other than the lifeless looking Nathan.

I screamed, I screamed until I lost my voice. I cried until there's no more tears left. Then I passed out. 

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