Forever

S E V E N

We got home by two in the afternoon, I wish I didn't came and join them to that lunch. I was expecting it to be enjoyable but I was wrong. When Casey kissed Cam infront of me, infront of everyone, I feel my heart crash. It was a terrible moment.

I'm not going to waste my time spending time with my friends with someone who I don't enjoy being with.

My friends are having a movie marathon right now and I told them already about the party at Sammy's later and the only thing that I regret is inviting my friends infront of Cam and Casey.

I'm laying on this bed since we got back and it's already three in the afternoon. I got bored, so I decided to facetime Joanna, because I realized that I forgot to call her yesterday.

At first ring she picks up, "Hey, sorry for not calling you last night." I tell her.

"It's fine. What's up?" She says.

"I and Nash got back together." I roll on my bed due of boredom but being able to talk to Joanna has lessen it.

"Good for you, why did you guys broke up anyways?" She asks as she shove a single peanut into her mouth.

"I thought that he cheated on me." I tell her.

"Huh? What do you mean?" She chokes herself due of the peanuts.

"His ex kissed him." As the words escape from my mouth, the sharp pain hits me.

"Why?" Her confusion takes her soul.

"His ex can't get over the fact that their relationship is over, I guess." I take a sip of my tea that has been sitting on the bedside table since, we arrived.

"That's shit. She should get over the past." Joanna says. Lexi is trap in tha past, that's why. She have to move on with her life, and accept the fact that her relationship with Nash was over.

"Yeah," I'm running out of words, but I don't want to end this call yet. "Can I ask you something?" I added.

"Yeah, what is it?" Her canadian accent is so thick, It's nice though.

"Have you ever had your first kiss?" The words escape my mouth, I have to know what are my feelings towards Cam. My mind is going to blow up.

"Yeah, why?" She pulls her eyebrows together as she shoot another peanut into her mouth.

"I had my first kiss, and I feel like there are fireworks, sparks, fire and butterflies dancing around my stomach, Is that normal?"

She screams, and grin and tells me, "You're inlove Amy! Well, before you had your first kiss you're already deeply inlove with Nash." She cheers.

I'm inlove with Cam? there's no way, I never thought that I will fall for him. This is another heart ache. My joy that was build up inside me due of Jo's presence, shatters down.

"Oh," That's it, I'm running out of words to say. "What's up with you?" I added. I'd be such a selfish person if I didn't ask something about her.

"Well," She holds up her hand and shows me a paper, saying that she's the top on her class. I'm so proud of her. "I'm so proud of you!" I yell.