Being in love with my stepbrother

Chapter 16

Caroline's POV

I quickly put my panties back and buried my face into his naked chest. I was an idiot again. Starting to have sex with him and not think about his heart? I am stupid.

I squeezed my eyes shut and tried not to think what my body told me and listen to my brain. How can I act like this? Like a horny teenager with her boyfriend.

Oh my god. I know we didn't finish it but we had sex. What this is meant to us? To our family? I don't want to think about it. I wanted to have sex in my room because I don't want Xander or anyone else catch us. It's new. It's so new to me to having this kind of attraction to him.

What are we gonna do now? I should ask him but I was just listening his heart beating.

- Samuel? - I can feel his palm on my back and he started to stroke my arm. It felt good.

- Yes? - I started to stutter.

- I... I... don't know... I mean I am... I... We.. did.. did... so...- so will I ever be able to talk again? He chuckled and kissed my forehead.

- Do you want to talk about it?- He asked me. I shake my head to him.

- What are we going to do now? - I whispered. I want to be with him. But everyone will think I am just using him or god... Caitlyn will kill me. My dad will think I am crazy. - We should keep us in secret until we figure this out, okay? - I ask him. I hope he will understand me. - and I will go to the hospital with you to find out when you can have that pacemaker. Okay? - I ask him.

- I would like that. - we fall asleep cuddling and not letting each other from our grasp.

The next couple of days was torture. I wanted to touch him. I wanted to kiss him. Tuesday we went to the hospital together he can have his pacemaker in Friday. I was so happy when they told him that, that I kissed him.

I am blushing just thinking about it.

Wednesday morning I went to the kitchen and he was there I knew that Xander will come out from his room soon. So I quickly went to him and kissed him. I just can't control myself. I smiled and sat down he was chuckling when Xander came in.

- Samuel. Can I talk to you for a sec? - he asks him. I looked at them.

- Yes. What's up? - he asked him watching him curiously.

- You know. - he sighed- I know this is a bad subject right now especially with your heart condition and I tried to avoid this conversation as long as I can but your ex just came back to our school. She will start today. - he tells him wincing.

- All right. - Xander eyes went wide as hell I don't know what he is thinking right now.

I don't know what is going to be in school today but my nightmare started that morning.
I felt Samuel eyes on me the whole ride to the school.

Samuel's POV

- What are you going to do if she comes and talks to you? - Asks Xander as I park the car.

- The same thing I did the last time she tried to sweet talk me... Walk away. - I answer, shaking my head. I finally get to feel happy with Caroline, Caitlyn starts to back off, and now she is back. Why would she come back? There should be no reason for her to come back here. The guy she cheated on me with, left town after I fought and he had to go to hospital, and I told her, that I will never forgive her, I will never forget how she hurt me, and I will never be hers again.

I get out of the car, I see her walking towards us.

- Hey Xander! Samuel! - She smiles. I feel Xander and Caroline watching me.

- I've got to go. Catch you both later... - I mutter, storming off as she comes close.

Why did she come back? And why would she want to talk to me of all people? God, I hate her so much, I hate her, once upon a time I loved Rose...but not now, now my heart belonged to Caroline.

Caroline's POV

Me and Xander just looked after Samuel as he stormed away. I wish I could touch him so he would calm down. Just a little to reassure him.

- Who are you? - the girl asks me and I turned back to her. Xander was still with me. His hand on my back maybe just to make sure l am all right or just push me away to our first class.

- Who cares?- I ask her and cross my hand on my chest. She was the same height like me, smaller boobs and ass. Platinum blonde, brown eyes. Sugar coated all over. Tons of make up on her. Her skirt barley cover her panties or her tiny ass and she tried to pull her small boobs up. High heals. I almost laughed in her face.

Not that I looked better. Skinny jeans and vest with my fave leather jacket. No make up. My hair in a ponytail. But god. She tried too hard.
Her eyes got wide.

- I am Rose. - I tried to be polite but I just can't.

- Oh. Rose? I know who you are. You are that bitch who screwed my step brother over. - Xander snickered and chuckled when he seen her face. - Let's go Xander.

I know I made a big mistake there because I told her off. She stomped over to Caitlyn. Her head turned to mine and she smirked at me. I didn't care I showed my middle finger to her and went to my first class with a laughing Xander walking behind me.

But then I realized Samuel won't like this too much.

At launch time me and Xander was sitting on our usual table and waited for Samuel.

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