Being in love with my stepbrother

Chapter 37

Caroline's POV

We went backstage and I quickly changed. Yep. I already made one of my clip yesterday it will be live tomorrow.
I looked into the mirror. I wanted to share this with Samuel. I really wanted it. He looked so good when I seen him. I heard a knock on my changing room door.

- Come in! - I shout.

- Your manager told me you have 10 minutes. - Xander comes in.

- God. How do I look? - I was wearing a black skinny jeans, blue vest and a simple black ballet shoes. I was wearing some make up but not much. My hair was long and in a ponytail. It will be hot on the stage I just wanted to be comfortable. I sighed.

- You look amazing. - I smiled.

- Thanks! We need to speak about the kiss... kisses. Xander what's your plan? I am...- He lifts his hand and silence me.

- Look. I always liked you. I... You are my bestie, and I don't want to change that but I want my idiot brother to wake up and do something. - he tells me angrily.

- He didn't even called me. - I answered. - and now he is outside more sexy then ever. - my eyes got watery.

- Don't cry! Your make up! - I laughed.

- I wanted to share this with him. - I tell him hugging him.- I am moving out next week. - I tell him quickly.

- I know. Mom is happy. - he told me.

- Did she see us kissing?

- Yep. - I laughed on that.

- So ... Um... Are we together now? - I asked him.

- I think so. - he tells me giving me a light kiss on my lips. I sighed. It wasn't the same.

- Jade!!!! You need to be on stage in 2 fucking minutes!!!! - My manager shouted.

- Cheer for me!!

- Of course!!! - he tells me. I run out and grabbed my microphone and guitar.
- 3...2...1... you are on! - the guy tells me and I walked up to the stage. Lights everywhere, cheering people. I mean it wasn't a lot this would be my smallest event. At least that's what they told me. 2-300 hundred people. My family got the front row, my dad was there and Jules. Xander run to them and there was Samuel. He was standing a couple of meters away. God. I cleared my throat and swallow hard. I started to speak.

- Hi guys!! Are you happy to be here? - I shouted into the microphone. There was loud cheers coming to my way. - Some of you already know who I am but I am singing under my middle name. So I am Jade!!! - I put my microphone into the holder and I sat down then I started to sing. My eyes never leaving Samuel's.

"Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Please stop looking at me like you love me. When I stop to think about you,
I know, only when you stop to think about me, do you know?
I know I hate everything about you!

I was, Never,
One to be decieved,
But with,
You I,
Oh I lose my mind
I wonder how we'll pull through
It shouldn't be true
I don't know how we'll pull through.

So if my words break through the wall
To meet you at your door,
All I can say is "Boy, I mean them all."
My words were true. I loved you."

When I finished I stand up and wave to everyone.

( Lyrics just a mix up)

Samuel's POV

The concert is an absolute kick off, it's huge. There was about 300 people, but the ecstasy in the atmosphere makes it seem alive. She did it, she was that good. She was always that good, now she's showing it to the world.

After three hours of dancing, cheering, partying crowds, the concert finished. People begun to slowly drain from the area. I wait, to avoid to mosh pit of people, and catch a last glimpse of Caroline, provided her and Xander weren't too close.

By the time that most of the people have squeezed through the doors, they had already begun to pack up the stage. Caroline is being congratulated and hailed by the people from the front room, friends and family. I missed that invitation, it's no wonder why I didn't get invited though. I begin to walk through the door, the last lonely person to leave. I turn back, catching a last glimpse of Caroline as I leave, Xander walking up to her, smiling at him the way she used to smile at me.

I drive home, maybe Rose would be home now. It's strange, tonight at the concert...the wounds had healed, but they stung freshly.

Caroline's POV

After the concert I was so tired and exhausted. My guards led me out to my car. I had a driver and he drove us home.
Xander was holding my hand all the way and Jules looked at me like I killed her puppy. When we got home my dad kissed me and said goodnight.
Me and Xander went to my room. We started to kissing. I want to forget Samuel. I want to forget his touch on my body. I want forget everything about him. But Xander kisses wasn't the same like Samuels. When we kissed thousands of butterflies were fountains in my stomach, but with Xander nothing and I think he felt it too. He takes off my shirt then I take his off. We lay down on my bed and he started to unbuttoned my jeans. I started to panic.

- Xander?

- Yes? - he made kisses on my neck now.

- I can't do it.- He chuckled and sat beside me.

- Thank god. - I turned my head to him and arch my eyebrow at him.- I am sorry Caroline. I... - he sighed. - Promise me you won't tell anyone what I tell you now. - he asked me.

- I promise. - I tell him.

- I am in love with Caitlyn. - he tells me whispering. I grinned at him.

- I knew it! - I tell him.

- This won't work between us, I am sorry.

- Don't be. I am still in love with Samuel. - I tell him whispering.

- I know. - he hugged me close and kissed my forehead.

Couple of days later.

- Dad? Where are you? - I asked him as I came back from the moving truck.

- Samuel's room! I am throwing out everything. - I stepped into his room. His clothes was packed into black bags. Some of his pictures and personal stuff was in boxes.

- I can take these to him. I need to go out anyway. - I tell him. He looked at me. - he is probably working so I just leave it in his doorstep. - no way in hell. I am not my father.

- Okay. I help you to pack them into your car. - After we packed everything in my car. I drove off to Rose house. I shouldn't do it but I wanted him to get his memories back. I parked in front of his house and sighed.

I went to the door and ring the bell. I was biting my lips and playing with my hair. I was nervous as hell.

~~~<>~~~

Thank you for reading. Please vote.

Co-writing with TheWritingSheep.