Lost cause

1. The best day ever

I wake up to the sound of cars zooming past the window of my old dingy flat i wipe the sleep from my face and rake my hand through my dirty hair. My cheap rubbish phone beeps and its my best friend leah

'hey bbz r u cuming to skwl 2day?'

I text back

'Maybe i cant wait to c cameron! ;)'

'Hah ur crazy!'

I laugh and wonder through to my mouldy damp bathroom and wipe my face from my old smeared make up, i walk into my old small shower and let the hot water pour over my body and wash my money worries away, after my 5 minute shower (to save money) i check my phone to see if i have anyone needing a baby sitting job and im in luck lauren my neighbours daughter needs babysitting from after school till eleven at night, lauren is two year old and shes so lovely and pretty i love her! I get into my asda vest top that cost £4 and my asda shorts that cost £7 yeah im a cheapskate, a scaff or anything you want to call me! But believe me when i say life is hard i really need another job! I walk down the dirty staircase (i cant afford luxuries darling!) and walk out the big communal front door. As im walking to school i get a text from my long term boyfriend cameron

'Hey babe can we talk?x'

I frown as i read the funny text

'Yeah sure babe'

I reply, i wonder why he's being so strange usually he's bright and cheerful and is always holding my hand and taking me on dates and kissing me at every chance he gets i just don't get him right now.