Can I have this CHANCE?

chapter9: can I?

After that night i haven't contacting ramon for a week because on my side i need to get used that his not beside me anymore. All though its hard i must do it because not obkybfor me but for him as well. Then suddenly a knock came from the door at first i thought that mom and dad got home from work then i said" mom am not in the mood to eat." Then another knock followed and made me irritated because i was still having a moment when suddenly someone wants to disturb it. I stoop up and got to my door as i opened the door my mom is with ramon. My eyes wided with shock. My mom left both of us i was gonna close the door when suddenly he blocks his while body on the door that cause me to walk backwards and he let his self in. I sat on my bed got my phone and pretend to not see him the suddenly he sat right next to me then rest his head on my shoulder that causes me to freeze. I put my phone down then ask him a question "are you alright?" He just nodded. But i wasn't satisfy with the answer i move a bit and makes him lift his head. I faced him and ask the question again then he looked at me with those big sparkly eyes. I was going to sag something when suddenly he pulls me and embrace me then whispered in my ear "don't leave me don't foget that i will always love you." I responce i embrace him so tight. Ramon stayed in my room and i didn't notice that both of as fell asleep when i opened my eyes he was still embracing me and everytime i move he would hug me tighter luke he doesn't want to let go. And because of that i rest my head to his chest and stick my body to him. As the time pass by it was already midnight and he needs to go home to get ready for their flight. Ramon was holding on me tight and in order to satisfy him i gave him a quick peck on the lips. Ramon then walks out of my gate and still holding by hand by the time i was letting go he let go slowly...