Can I have this CHANCE?

Chapter 19: Stay with you

It was morning. I was feeling the space beside me. Ramon wasn't there. I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me smiling. And told me I lool peaceful when I sleep. And he miss looking at me like that. Those words causes me to smile. I hide myself under the blanket to hide my red cheeks. Then Ramon spoke. "I thought you were a dream I never wanted to wake up without you by my side. Raphaela I'm sorry...." Before he can continue I quickly got out of the blankets pulled Ramon​ towards me. And kissed him. I miss those lips. No, I missed him. We were kissing passionately. Then Ramon pulled away to breathe. While, my arms are wrap around him I told him that I know everything your sister told me. Ramon smiled and we kissed again. There is this feeling inside of me don't stop. Because the time we weren't together there were alot of things that I have missed and now this is the time that it is feeling filling it up. It felt so great. I could feel Ramon's hand climbing up my back and going down squeezing my thighs. I moan in response and messing his hair. While we were in the mood. Ramon's brother opened the door that causes both of us to startle and Ramon fell on the floor. Ramon's brother turn around because of embarrassment. Ramon got up fixed his hair and shirt saying "knocking on the door would mean alot thanks bro. What do you want?" "Time to eat." Ramon's brother answered.

 Ramon and I just giggled and responded we will be right there. Then Ramon whispered do we really have to go now? I want to be with you. Hearing those words from Ramon my heart melted. I did truly miss him while walking and holding his hand all i was thinking was that i want to be alone with him. All i want is to spend my time and life to him. because he was really the first person who woke up my heart and broke it. Even though it was broken he still made sometime for it to mend and he will not stop unless my heart is fully mend. Also, to tell the truth I gave him all of my trust and he doesn't know that well. I have a feeling that he feels that i have doubt for my feelings for him. And now that everything is alright between us i want him to feel that he thought wrong. I want him to feel special. That's all I wanted at this time or this LIFE.

(back to reality)

As we reached the dinning table Ramon's Family were smiling ear to ear. and the mother of ramon spoke and said it feels great to see us again. Both of us made eye contact and smiled. Then we both walked to our chairs as sign of a gentleman Ramon pulled the chair for me. and i whispered thank you and sat down. While eating Ramon held my hand under the table. I looked at him and smiled and listened to the story that Ramon's mother was sharing. As the breakfast was done Ramon pulled me and we went to his room. i sat down on his bed and he smiled then walked to his deck he then opened the first drawer and as i saw he held a box and gave it to me. I asked what is it for then he said when were far from each other he always wanted it to be give to me. The box container has a Blue Pearl color i was nervous opening it but then ramon held my hand and opened it for me. I was shock from what I saw a colour pink and shiny stone pendant. i looked at Ramon and told him that he didn't have do to this. He replied that he didn't need to, he wanted to. I smiled and I felt crying I jumped out his bed and hugged him. As i said thank you and sorry for all the things that have happened to us. After that night Ramon and I promised to never be apart.