Can I have this CHANCE?

Chapter 13: why?

Time pass by and Ramon and I are always together. While we spending our time together it was our 1 year in having our relationship. We were so happy but........
I was at home 9:30am waiting for  Ramon cause we are going on a DATE! hahahaha.. well actually our call time is 9:00 he was 30minutes late. Well i was so excited I didn't mind at all. A few minute Ramon arrived running through the door. As for me I stood infront of the dorm cause I was so excited. Ramon smiled and said that my dress was so pretty and I look wonderful and beautiful as always. This made me smile. Ramon held my hand and walked me towards the car. He opened the passenger seat and let me take my seat and as j sat down he closes the door. And run to the driver seat. Before he start the engine he looked at me once more and smiled. While we are on our way to our destination. Ramon spoke saying his sorry for being late something happened. As for me I said its okay you know I can always wait for you. Then there was silence. Then a thought came to my mind why was he late? He was never late. I shook my head to erase the thought cause i don't want to ruin the night cause it qas special for both of us. As we reached our destination. Ramon opened the door at held my hand. As I go down the car. Ramon won't stop looking at me and smiling at me. We were eating happily. As time pass by Ramon and I was always together. While we were spending our time it was our 1 year in our relationship. We were so happy and talking about the things we've done in the past. But all of a sudden..... Ramon hold my hand. His hand was so cold. I remebered that his hands only gets cold when he's nervous. While he was helding my hand it was getting warmer and warmer. Then I told him of something is wrong. He looed at me and smiled and then shook his hand. He suddenly stood up and came up to me. He stood me up and then we move a little awat from the table the can give enough space to dance. While we were dancing he put both of my hands near his neck and he put his hand to my waist. And pulled me closer that causes me to hug him. I smiled and hug him tighter in response. Our forehead were resting to one another. It was that close. I move away to see his eyes that is dark as the night it was so pure. While we were Ramon said something that made me confused. He said " CAN YOU WAIT FOR ME AGAIN?" with those words I look at Ramon with confused face and ask him. "WHAT?" I said. He smiled at me and hug me. I can feel his breath on my neck. As he was breathing heavily a felt a cold drop on my shoulder. I pulled Ramon away to see him crying. "WHAT'S WRO..." I didn't continue my sentece when he suddenly kissed my cheeck. The night was a Whole confusion.