Can I have this CHANCE?

chapter8: part 1 endore it

The next morning I can't stop thinking about the feeling of pain that she felt inside of ramon hug. I tried to ask and forgot that moment sometime but I thinking that maybe I just overthingking it. I got ready with a beautiful dress because ramon and i are going on a date to celebrate our 10th monthsary as i was getting ready there is this feeling of someone holding me back to not go. Like there is a feeling of a bad day. But i didn't give any attention to that the only thing that is in my mind is that this day is our day and no one could stop this moment. As i headed out of our house a charming good looking guy with a blue bmw was standing infront of my house and this makes my blush a little. We walks towards me with a big smile at telling me how beautiful i am today. Then we headed to the car and he opened the passenger seat as he opened it he said " all aboard!" And this made me laugh and nodded at the same time. I sat down as i saw a boque sitting at the back row that amazes my eyes i didn't even notice that ramon was already beside me looking at me. As we are on our secret very unknown place i felt this wierd feeling again that someting bad is going to happen. But i tried to disturb myself and forget that feeling but everytime there is silence in the car i always remeber that feeling then ramon touch and hold my hand the feeling started to fade away. As we arrived at the place my heart is pouring like it wants to burst out of my chest. As i felt this i felt like crying but this is a special day. I felt ramons hand holding my hand and support me on the stairs and opened the door for me. I hold on tight to ramon's hand and he looked at me with confusion. In other to not notice my feelings i just smiled and entered the place as i enter i was shock on what i saw was a table woth floeer in the middle and then floating candles on the pool there was also a sweet melody. This gave me teary eyes i tried to control it but one drop of tear fell and from my eyes ramon saw it and wipe it away. Then he ask me " is everything okay?" I replied "yes. Tears of joy." I smiled at him and gave him a quick peck on the chick....