Chapter Fourteen (Wanted Love)

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by aztectheabridge

by aztectheabridge

Chapter 14 -

Lorraine Donegan:

I was seeing to Nelly when Eddie came back from seeing his mates. "Hey" Eddie sounded a little drunk, I guess once your married and live with someone if when you get to know them properly. I put Nel to bed and then got some water for Eddie, he fell on the floor "how much did you drink" I questioned "oh... I'm not allowed to have a good time" he sounded angry... I just walked into the bedroom and went to sleep.

The next morning I woke up early but stayed in bed to read. Eddie had a hang over so I wasn't going to speak to him. Nelly started crying so I had to get out of bed... As I did Eddie got up even with a hang over! "I'll see to her" so I went back to bed.

"I'm going for a shower then a room service breakfast?" He questioned "sounds good" I accepted "ok" he replied. Then he got in the shower... After what Nikki had said to me the tension between me and Eddie was ridiculous.

We ate are breakfast and then Eddie left to give Nel a walk. I then got ready and had a shower myself. Getting out and drying myself I picked something nice to where then did my make up. It was another normal day for everyone els but to me...

I then went to walk around the hotel and decided to get my nails done. I needed to relax so I got a massage as well.

It had really relaxed me and made me feel a lot better. When I got back to the hotel apartment I sat on the balcony with the sun shining, I could see the cliff top and was looking up to it... And thinking, thinking about Nikki.

Eddie returned with Nel and started getting ready to go out with his mates for the evening. "I'm going to have a shower ok?" I smiled "yeah course" I then fed Nelly and changed her, ready for a sleep. "Ok ill get changed and be off?" He explained

"Yep sure" it didn't take him very long to get ready, and then he left. "See ya later" he said kissing me on the cheek and giving Nelly a cuddle.

I then called for room service, I wanted some flowers for Eddie. I then got some paper and wrote a note to Eddie, after this I made the bed and arranged the pillows nicely. Then the door rang "room service" a man called outside. I opened the door and thanked him for the flowers. Arranging them on the bed with the note I thought it looked nicely done. I then picked up Nel and put her next to the flowers on the bed. I took off my wedding ring and left it on the envelope. Looking and Nelly "I wish I could of been a better mum to to Nel! I really wish I could, I'm sorry sweetie you deserve better I wish I could of been better, your daddy loves you very much and he will look after you. I kissed her on the cheek and got out my phone. I called Sonya "hey Sonya, can you talk? Please?" I questioned

Sonya: yeah sure sis? Having a good time.

Me: yes I guess you could say that, Sonya I want you to no I love you very much and your always be my best friend, sister and amazing person to me. Thank you so much. Look after everyone I ever loved and look after yourself.

I then hung up.

"Bye sis" I whispered

It may of seemed harsh but it had to be to be this way. I knew she would understand.

She was my sis, and I knew how she would react.

I left the apartment, locked up and walked down to the sea front. I walked to the little beach again where me and Nikki kissed, I just sat there, to think... Alone... I don't no how long I was there for but finally I got up and made my way to the cliff-top.

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