misunderstood | stiles stilinski

Chapter Twenty-Six

I was surprised to say the least. Stiles never was that bold, at least not in those type of things. We haven't had sex ...yet. But we were fooling around if you want to call it that. But I wanted to take things slow after all, I wasn't ready for the whole thing yet. I was still a virgin and I wouldn't mind to loose it with him, but I would want him to be my boyfriend at that point. I don't know I think it would feel kind of weird for me if I would sleep with him when we we're not together. When I didn't know what was really happening between us. My mind sometimes worked like that. Fooling around was okay but for the whole thing we had to be together. Weird I know but what can you do.

I hurried my way downstairs quickly opening the door. Whoever was infront of the door had been waiting quite a bit. I wasn't prepared for who was standing infront of me. That couldn't be Mom's date. Please no.

"Sherriff Stilinski. Please tell me you're here to talk to Stiles or something." I said hopefully. Maybe he was here for some other reason and not to go on a date with my Mom.

"Stiles is here?" And with that all my hopes were crushed.

"Uh yeah...whatever uhm, come in my Mom will be down here soon." He nodded smiling and I awkwardly smiled back. Was this really happening? My Mom came walking down the stairs and I quickly wished them a nice evening before walking upstairs again. I hope the Sheriff brings up that Stiles was over and my Mom would want the earth to swallow her because of the comment she made earlier.

"What happened? You look like you saw a ghost." Stiles said when I entered my room again.

"Your dad..." was all I could bring out. Stiles moved himself to the edge of my bed and looked at me concerned.

"What's with my dad? Is he okay? What's wrong?" He was about to get up when I stopped him stepping inbetween his legs.

"No everythings fine it's just... He's on a date with my Mom right now." When the words left my mouth Stiles eyes went wide.

"What? Are you serious?"

"Dead serious."

"I don't know if I should find this funny or horrendous." Stiles admitted and I nodded. "Let's not think about them right now. Where were we?" He moved his hands to the back of my thighs making me straddle him. He started kissing my neck but it felt different from before. He seemed to be somewhere else.

"Stiles?" He stopped kissing my neck and looked at me. "What's wrong?" I smiled lightly and his eyes flickered between mine for a moment before he replied.

"It's just...this is the first time my Dad goes out with someone since...since my mom died and-" He ran his hand over his face and looked to the side. I grabbed his face forcing him to look at me. I didn't really know what to say. I knew Stiles' mom died but he never talked about it. That he was opening up to me about her was a huge thing for me. It showed me that he trusted me. I wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug and he put his head into the crook of my neck. "He isn't even wearing his ring anymore." Stiles mumbled with a frail voice and it broke my heart. Without saying anything I rubbed circles on his back and lightly scratched his head with my other hand, like I did earlier just this time it was to comfort him. Slowly I felt his breath become more even and his grip on me loosened a bit. He took a deep breath before looking at me with a slight smile.

"Movie?"

"Movie." I agreed and hopped off his lap to turn on my tv. Stiles moved himself further upwards on the bed resting his upper body against the headboard. He spread his legs a bit and I crawled between them resting my back against his chest while his arms wrapped around my body, his head resting on my shoulder. I loved it when I was all wrapped up in Stiles arms. It gave me a feeling of savety even though I didn't feel threatened. It's not like there's a werewolf going to jump through my window or anything. I took the remote control and scrolled through the movies. Stiles had decided last time so now it was my turn.

"Ooh can we watch 'Bridge to Terabithia'? I always wanted to watch that as a child!" I turned around slightly in his arms to look at him.

"A childrens movie? Really?" I nodded pleading him with my eyes. "Okay, if you want to." He shrugged his shoulders lightly and I turned back around to start the movie.

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How is this a children's movie? It breaks your freaking heart! The movie wasn't even over yet and I was already silently bawling my eyes out. I kept on crying until the credits rolled over the screen. My body started shaking lightly from the sobs that threatened to escabe my mouth.

"Hey, are you crying?" Stiles softly asked and I tried to look away from him. Who cries during a children's movie? Stiles moved his hand to my chin and made me look at him. "Oh, please don't cry it's just a movie." He pulled me closer and I snuggled my face into the crook of his neck while he whispered soothing things into my ear. "Please stop crying, I hate seeing you cry." He made me move my head away from his neck and when I looked at him his eyes showed concern. Leaning forwards he started to kiss away my tears making me giggle. When he was done I pressed a light peck to his lips. "There, that's better."

"I'm sorry, I get really into movies. I didn't know it would make me cry. I wouldn't have chosen it. I didn't want you to see me like this."

"Ah, come on, Claire. Look, you shouldn't care if people see you cry, all right? Especially you."

"Why?"I looked at him quizzically.

"Because I think you look really beautiful when you cry." My heart melted at his words and a smile spread across my face.

"This was probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me Stiles." I kissed him once again and he just smiled at me.

"I'm just stating the truth."

"Stop it you're making me blush!"

"You also look beautiful when you blush. Actually, you always look beautiful." I didn't respond, I just kissed him again, turning around to straddle him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled away to look at him again.

"I don't deserve you." I whispered, and I knew I didn't even have him but I didn't even deserve his attention, he was the best person I knew and I am just simply there stumbling my way through my life.

"You're right, you deserve way better than me." We locked our eyes and I searched for something in his telling me he was joking, he wasn't.

"Stiles, there is no one better than you." With that our lips locked again. And we both tried to put all our appreciation towards the other into the kiss. This kiss was different, it made me feel way more than our usual kisses. It made me realise I was completely in love with Stiles Stilinski.

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