My Only Hope.. ✔ (COMPLETED)

Chapter: 38

"The only reason why people hold on to memories is because memories are the only thing that don't change when everything else does." -Unknown.

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Tani's POV

"Wake up, Tani?" huh?

"Hufff Tani, you sleep alot, we've reached here, now wake up---" I heard giggling, who the hell is laughing ?, "--Wake up you sleepyhead or else I'd pick you up and then carry you in my arms to my house." Wait what? My eyes shot open when I heard his last line, yeah.. Ofcourse, It was no one but Faiz, he was so close that I could feel his beautiful three-coloured-eyes piercing through mine and before I could get lost in those deep dark eyes, I quickly sat straight in my seat and asked by creating the distance between us.

"Ah.......err..... Are we at your home now?" I asked stuttering, he chuckled and said,

"Yes, we're here, let's go inside, mom is waiting for her future daughter-in-law." I looked at him with shocked expression on my face.

"What? Why are you so shocked? Not only mom but also dad, they both know everything my dear." He said happily and I didn't want anything at that time, but just the sudden urge to hit him so hard that he could come back to his senses, but I knew that, it was of no use. What the hell is wrong with him ? He can't even see that I'm not happy?

"Nothing, let's go." I said and quickly opened the door of my side and jumped out of his car and closed the door with a loud bang so that he could know that I'm angry, I'm NOT happy, yes.. I'M NOT.

But as usual, he didn't even notice that and started moving with me by clutching my hand tightly in his as if I'd run away or would get lost any moment, when we reached towards the main gate, I noticed after a long long time, I was standing infront of his home, where we used to play when we were kids. It has been years now and I have never visited this house again after that fight between us, but the thing that I was wondering about is, in these so many years still... nothing changed, nothing changed at all.

His home was same, as always of my liking, I still remember everything about his house, a big spacious house with giant rooms, a big hall and a lot of space to play, with a huge kitchen area with the hall and a big garden outside of the house, the main thing that I loved the most and where we use to enjoy a lot was a big swing set in his garden. I turned towards his garden, it was still there, this was the best place, whenever I use to come here, I always go for swinging first and then we played other things, that was fun, really. 

I wonder sometimes how we were in the childhood, so close, so into each other, so like best--- no --- bestest friends, I'd never thought about anyone besides him as my friend, if he wouldn't have changed himself suddenly, I'd be still his friend, only his. If he wouldn't have changed I don't think I'd ever fall in love with Rezay, Yes! that's true. How silly I was? When I use to think about him and my----No! About our life together, I use to think he'd be my husband, he'd love me, he'd protect me. But the reality is that we were kids, we use to see each other as husband and wife because we were kids, but who knows about the future. And then one day, that happened, which I never wanted to happen. After a huge fight, which I don't even remember what was that about and then---- he changed suddenly, he started avoiding me, talking with me, he started ignoring me and then one day he totally ignored me and left me, just like Rezay did. Everyone whom I loved, or use to love, left me. Is this my fate?