My Only Hope.. ✔ (COMPLETED)

Little-Dirty-Devil and Rain of LOVE! Chapter: 08

"God will not permit any troubles to come upon us, unless He has a specific plan by which great blessing can come out of the difficulty." -Peter Marshall

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Tani's POV

'I love him.'

It was Friday evening, a cold evening of 1st December, the weather seemed like it could be raining at any moment. While drinking coffee, I confessed again what I've been thinking since last few days. Yes! I started loving him because there was no other reason behind my feelings for him. I know, it could be so soon, but that's true, it did happen and now there was no going back for me. For God's sake, I have changed, totally changed for someone? I mean-- I can't believe that I've changed my priorities, myself, my likes and dislikes for someone? But that was true, he changed me.

Changes in Me:

x. I started thinking about myself, my looks. (That's normal)

x. I started taking photos, selfies. (Big change)

x. I left flirting or talking with other guys. (Biggest)

x. I started laughing almost every time. (Big one, because I wasn't fond of doing that normally)

x. I started singing before him, before my friends, my family and before everyone. (Wow!)

x. I started thinking about ways to meet him. (Big step to take)

x. I started believing in 'LOVE'. (The biggest one)

I became a drug addict and my drug was 'HIM'. He became a sweet-drug for me, his voice, his words, his face, everything, now my life and death depended on him totally. I felt as if I was nothing without him. I felt incomplete if I spent even one day without talking to him and when I talk to him, it was like 'My Heart Is on Fire.'

You're the light, you're the night
You're the color of my blood
You're the cure, you're the pain
You're the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much

Every word of that song was defining my feelings for him. I started singing this song and feeling every word of it which was true, really true in my case. Rezay became my day, my night, my pain, my cure, my love, yes my love, I started loving him and I wanted him to love me, I wanted to touch him and wanted him to touch me. It's the first time that I wanted to be touch by someone and that someone was 'Him'.