"Love is not something you find. Love is something that finds you." -Loretta Young
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Tani's POV
"Good Morning", Mommy said in a cute and sing-song manner.
"Good morning & Salam Mommy", I said by making a cute face and smiling wholeheartedly at my mom.
"Baby get up, it's really late already, get up, get ready for university. It's your first day you remember, right? I'm making some breakfast for you. Meanwhile you go and shower, okay? Go, go fast."
"Ohh yeah! Okay okay mommy I'm going." Argh! My van uncle will be here any moment. Life sucks! No! But... not so much.
Well, here I am, Tani Fatima. A 19 years old girl, lives in Dubai, belongs to a strict, sweet cute but middle class family. I am Muslim & being a Muslim you know, one have many responsibilities and many rules to follow, I'm not complaining as I'm a proud Muslimah. I belong to a cast of 'Ahl-e-Tasheeh'. There are different casts in Muslims. It is one of them. I pray five times a day. I really love my GOD and have faith in HIM. I think he has a plan for me sometimes I think like that whenever something I want and don't get, I thinks he has planned something better for me. I love my Allah, I talk to him whenever I feels alone and it helps me in forgetting my fears and my sorrows. I really don't know what to do with my life. I just want to study, to make my career and get a job in some reputed organization, just it's enough for now. At least, I think it is...
Well, I am not-so-hot chick but somewhat good looking creature of GOD. I have golden black hairs hanging down to my back, with brown eyes, cute little nose, pink lips, having a somewhat chubby body but I really look good, good enough that anyone can easily fell for me, that's what my best friends think. I have a good figure too, like good size of..... Well I think that'd be enough for your imagination.
That's funny really, how am I supposed to live with this much girly features, and with these little-lectures that I have to daily apprehend. What my parents and close relatives says? That anyone can easily attack me, rape me, kill me because I'm a weak creature of God, because I'm just a girl, so I should be aware of these animals and well-that-that, etc etc. No, that's really NOT my thinking but others think like that. On the other hand, what I think can be described in this one line:
I just wanna be free!
How can I live in this world, with these rules and strictness on girls, where they can't go outside of their houses without permission, they can't meet their friends who are boys and whom they trust. They can't go wherever they want.
Because there is always some freaking-mad-fuck-boy behind them who wouldn't let them live however they want.
And also because, we just simply don't know how to ask our parents to give us permission to do whatever we want to do.
And that's how my life is too.
Hey! That rhymed. (Note sarcasm here)
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It's 7:25 AM, I am brushing my teeth thinking all this stuff and silently praying to God to make this life easier for me.
For your information, this is my first day at university in which I've been selected. I've taken admission here for doing bachelors in Business Administration. By the way, I can't say much, I'm in a slight hurry because I have hired a sweet little pick & drop service for making my obnoxiously-bored life easier and that fucking service could be here any moment.
But hey! Wish me luck, it's my first day.
Let's see how it'd go.
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Yay! The first chapter is done. I hope you guys will enjoy my story. Please please read & leave comments & votes. Please!
More more Tani will come soon. In the next chapter you will get a little Rezay's stuff too.
So keep reading. stay tuned ;) :D
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