Forgiveness

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Ciara POV

It's now Saturday and after thinking long and hard I decided to go see my mother with Victor.

"You ready?" He asks

I nod my head and we leave and follow the gps,what could she possibly wanna talk about?

"You nervous?" He asks

"I don't know" I sigh

"Just relax,it might be good" He says

"You really wanna talk to her?" I ask

"For her to give us an address it must be important" He says

"Alright" I say

When we pull up to the place I realize it's a rehabilitation center,we get out the car and walk into the building. The cool breeze of the air conditioner instantly cools my body down,it was so hot outside. We walk up to the desk,I guess that what we have to do.

"Hi,we're here to see Tanisha Harris" Victor says

"Right this way" The lady at the desk says

We follow her to a room and she knocks on the door before opening it.

"You have visitors" She says

She moves to the side and we walk in the room,Victor closes the door and we stand by it.

"Hey ma" Victor says

"Hi sweetie,hi Ciara" She says

I slightly lift my hand and she sighs.

"So what did you wanna talk about?" He asks

She motions for us to sit on the couch in the room,we sit on it and she turns her attention to us.

"The day before I got your letter I almost overdosed on 3 different drugs,when I woke up in the hospital one of my friends gave me the letter and after I was done I did a lot of thinking,now you know this isn't the first time this almost happened but when I woke up and read it I started thinking about how it was like after you guys were born,I know I wasn't the best mother and I did a lot of foul things like only talk to you if it concerned money or drugs,me and your father were very excited when you guys were born,I don't hate you,I never could,I put my addiction in front of you guys and him,I was never there for you,especially after he died and believe it or not I still loved your father and I was upset about what happened,Ciara don't blame yourself for how I am,Victor don't you did anything to make me stop focusing on you,I've made so many mistakes since I got addicted and I'm truly sorry for any pain I caused you and your father,I really was disgusted with myself and I still am after realizing what I did so I checked out the hospital,got my stuff,and came here" She says while wiping the tears that fell from her eyes

I'm not gonna lie I was in my feelings too and so was victor.

"Why'd you do it?" He asks

"It was a stressful time,more killings were happening,money wasn't too good,I was trying to make sure everybody was good and I just fell into the habit" She says

She sits in between us and wraps her arms around us.

"I'm proud of you both,it may not look like it but I am,I love you more than you can imagine and from now on I'll be here whenever you need me,I'm really sorry" She say

"I forgive you" Victor says while wiping his face

They turn their attention to me and I think really hard before sighing.

"I forgive you" I say

She pulls us into a hug and kisses our forehead,it feels good to finally have my mother in my life for good.

A/N: The mother changed her ways *cries* How strong so you think her relationship between Ciara and Victor will be? Vic Mensa in the pic btw!

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