"whats your biggest fear?"

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calum: ella

Ella: calum

calum: my friends are making fun of me :(

ella: good

calum: :-(((((

Ella: :-)))))

calum: I hate you

Ella: you love me u bitćh

calum: tru

Ella: so what's up buttercup

calum: no

calum: ur the buttercup

calum: I'm a male

calum: therefore cannot be a buttercup

Ella: nO GENDER STEREOTYPES PLS

calum: ok I'm a buttercup

calum: ur still the cute one tho

ella: what if I'm a 45 year old male physiologist ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

calum: oh my

calum: gotta zayn

Ella: cALUM OMFG

Ella: u savage

Calum: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Ella: no u can't use my joke right after I used it it's not funny anymore

Ella: u have failed

calum: wtvr

calum: I don't need you

Ella: no come back pls

Ella: buttercup

calum: fine only bc u asked nicely

Ella: I hate you

Ella: on a totally unrelated note holy shít I see twenty one pilots next weekend

calum: broooOoO

calum: yay I'm excited for you

Ella: (⌒▽⌒)

calum: hey el

ella: hey cal

calum: what are you most sacred of

Ella: you want to know ?

calum: yeah.

Ella: well

Ella: there's a couple

Ella: I'm sacred that things won't work out

Ella: that there will be some huge unfortunate event that ruins me and my future and then suddenly I'm nothing

Ella: I'm scared of uncertainty

Ella: of not knowing what's going to happen next

Ella: I'm scared of rejection

Ella: that I wouldn't be enough for someone's standards and they'll push me away

Ella: mostly I'm scared of hurt, of pain

calum: hurt? why?

Ella: I'm

Ella: I can't really go too far into detail with that one

Ella: it's just really personal I'm sorry

Ella: I want to trust you and tell you but I can't yet

Ella: if I trust you too early I'll get hurt

calum: it's okay.

calum: I understand

Ella: thanks calum

Ella: what's your biggest fear then

calum: wow

calum: well I guess it's only fair

calum: I scared of never being enough

calum: of being the weakest link

calum: the one the drags everyone down

calum: I'm scared of failure

calum: I guess I just feel like I have a obligation to protect

calum: and I'm scared that when I need to be there for someone to protect them that I'll fall short

calum: yeah

Ella: how old are you calum

Calum: 19

Ella: jesus

Ella: we have some heavy thoughts for our age

calum: yeah

calum: shít happens

Ella: yeah

Ella: goodnight cal

calum: goodnight el

calum: sweet dreams

delivered.

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@/calum5sos: I'll always be there for you.

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