Thoughts

Them

They say they're always there for me

But

Every time I start

They aren't

The opposite of me

Emotionally

Them: strong inside

Pretending to hurt out

Me: hurting inside

Pretending to have control

Control

If I did have a fear

It would be that loss

We're different yet not

Trying so hard

Don't lose that shot

I'm their anchor they say

But how can they

Say such things when

Im not even as stable as they