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My frustrating day today.....

So today was really emotional for me. It's 9/11 and I'm always emotional on 9/11 because my brother has always wanted to be, is, and always will be a United States Marine but today it seemed like everything was put in place just to mess with me. Like no joke.

First off I had to get up at 5 am to get ready and go to school 2 hours before it even started. So I was sitting outside, in the rain for 2 hours because my sister had to work and needed the car and I didn't have a ride otherwise.

First period a paper was due that had been assigned on the one day I was absent that no one told me about even when I asked. I now have a zero for that.

Second period was supposed to be choir but because of the home room topic(9/11), music history, and music history projects, we only got to sing for about a full 10 minutes(out of a 90 minute class).

At lunch, three people decided to gang up on me in a debate over something I'm passionate about, talk over me every single flippin' time I tried to speak, and anger me enough to the point where I was stupid and threw some cheese at them.... The most I could do at that point.....not my brightest moment...

Third period is US History. On 9/11.... So our new principle told us his story about him and his brother, Brent. Brent was in the south tower and was killed when it collapsed.... Really sad story and had me crying. Brent's wife was pregnant with his first child when he died.

My fourth and final period of the day was Career and Financial Planning where my teacher had a US Marine Sergeant talk to us about the military as a career path and a way to go to college. That was probably the best point of my day so far because I got to learn more about my brother's job from a different perspective.

The first thing that I came home to was yelling. Need I say more?

When I told someone about my day earlier they called me an attention whore. Just so y'all know, I'm not trying to complain or compare days or whatever. I'm just trying to vent. All of this is fact. Nothing more. Nothing less.

That is all.