Forgotten || n.h

Chapter Fifteen

"Take good care of Skylar for me will ya? I've got a whole lot planned for both of you. ;) -S"

I kept reading it again and again. Why didn't he tell me this? I was angry and scared. I sat myself on the bed, i was determined to talk to him. I fix up the mess I caused and started to dial his number but it just sends me to voicemail, i groan.

I sit myself on the sofa, staring at the door waiting for him to walk in. Impatient, i start to read the paper again and it only causes my rage to worsen but then I start to think who "S" was. I know it was someone who has to do with Josh, I know it. I can feel it. My thoughts vanish when he finally walks in the door.

He stares at me for a moment until his eyes travels to the piece of paper in my hand, his face goes pale.

"Where did you get that?" He asks, as he slams the door. Thankfully my mom isn't here to witness what's about to happen right now.

"I should be asking the same question." I tell him.

"Its none of your business." His words shooting daggers in my heart, i stand up from the sofa staring at him.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS?! IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND NIALL! YOUR BUSINESS IS MY BUSINESS AND FOR GOD SAKE IT HAS MY NAME WRITTEN ON IT. Now tell me its not my business." I yell at him, tears brimming from my eyes.

"You can't do this to me over and over again. I'm not blind nor am I stupid. I deserve to know these types of things." I tell him, my voice breaking.

"I don't want you experiencing and knowing about these shit." He tells me. The distance between us felt so far it was killing me.

"I accepted these shit the moment i walked into your life and i don't plan on leaving." I tell him.

"Well then maybe you should." And that was when I heard my own heart break.

Just yesterday he promised to stay and now he is telling me to leave. I bit my lip, crumpling the piece of paper in my hand, throwing it at him as i leave the room, I sat on my bed wanting to scream as i hear the front door shut. I didn't want him to leave. His things that were still in my room reassured me, but everything he just said won't leave my head. I've started training myself to get used to his sudden change of mood, but this time i don't think it was a random mood change anymore.

Mom got home with dinner, Niall still wasn't back, my mom would ask and all i did was dodged the question. I told her i will go out tonight, she asked who i was going out with and all I told her was with some friends but the truth is I don't know anyone here anymore. Oh how I wish Sam was.

I wasn't a fan of parties nor was I a party girl but there was something about it that i craved, the loud music and maybe a couple of drinks just to remove the pain. I was determined to go alone I mean what's the worse that could happen right? After getting dressed, I leave taking my moms car with me. Before exiting the driveway i see a white car across from our house finding it strange, though I thought nothing of it as i left. I don't know what got into me, but it was the only thing i thought of doing.

I reach a decent bar ahead as i find myself a parking spot. There was a long line and wasn't planning to spend my evening standing there, i pull out a card Sam gave me from my wallet showing it to the bouncer he smirks letting me in.

Bright lights greets me, shadows of people dancing and loud music and for some reason i felt like this was a bad idea and i need to go home but i pushed the thought away. I order a shot of tequilla from the counter as the bartender smiles at me, i smile back, sipping the cold liquid as it runs down my throat, it burned causing my eyes to shut, it hurts but in a good way.