Forgotten || n.h

Chapter Seven

A/N: before you start may i just warn some scenes, because this part will involve a lot yes a lot of kissing scenes and more stuff. I had to okay. Because... Well just read. K bye. Enjoy!

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He pulls me with him towards someplace around the diner where the others lost sight of us and before i could protest he kisses me.

He kissed me.

I was too weak to stop him, too inlove to push him away, and instantly i kissed back. My fingers tugging along his hair, while his arms travel around my waist pushing me against the wall. I felt satisfied because i craved his lips, and his arms around me ever since i left him and everyone i ever cared about. I missed this. I missed him. I missed us. I pull him closer against me; we both craved eachother, we both wanted to be wrapped around eachothers arms, he was so pure and so determined to do this i feel it. I feel it as he wraps his arms around my waist tighter like he would never ever let me go again, and then regret. I regret ever letting him go.

But this isn't right.

I hated what i was about to do, my palms meets his chest, and i could feel his heartbeat against it, it was fast. Like mine. I push him away, slowly savoring maybe the last time I'll ever get to taste his lips again. Our lips separate, but i could still feel it against mine. His breathing heavy against my face. I was looking at my shoes now, his hand holding my hips.

He doesn't speak, and for a moment he just stares at me, studies me. I wish he wouldn't notice as a tear falls from my eyes, but he did, as he wipes it with his thumb.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks, his voice deep, the same tone when he was saying sorry to me years ago, when he's hurt.

"About what?" I asked him, now staring into his eyes. I knew exactly what he was talking about but how did he know? How did he find out?

"You know exactly what Skylar." He shakes his head, his eyes shut.

"Who told you?" I ask him, as i fiddled with my fingers, his hands remained on my hips holding me against the wall.

"Someone had too." He tells me. Sam. She told him.

"Why? Why would you keep that away from me?!" He was screaming now, he walks a few steps away from me, his voice aching and now so was my heart.

"Why would you keep yourself away from me?! YOU KEPT SOMETHING AWAY FROM ME THAT I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR SINCE I WOKE UP FROM THAT FUCKING HOSPITAL BED. EVEN IF I DIDN'T REMEMBER A SINGLE THING ABOUT YOU, YOU MIGHT NOT BELIEVE ME BUT I NEEDED YOU, I COULDN'T SLEEP PROPERLY KNOWING THERE WAS SOMEONE OR SOMETHING MISSING. Why would you keep that away from me Skylar?" He screams, tears springing from his eyes.

I couldn't move. The pain in his eyes were so noticeable, anyone could tell. I froze their, staring at him not able to move.

Why did i keep it from him? Why didn't i just told him? Why was i so selfish and determined to erase him from my life?! How could i?

I was crying now. My heart collapses before me, and i just hated myself even more. I hated myself. I cover my face with my hands. Crying. No sobbing.

Answer him Skylar!

I look at him, he's sat on the ground, his palms against his head, as he stared at the ground. I walk towards him. Carefully. Slowly.

"Because i didn't want to remind you the pain you felt that exact day. The pain i created. I was stupid then and it was all my fault, the reason why we're in this mess, and i thought you deserved to live in peace. Without me. Because i couldn't handle looking at you and knowing i brought us into this mess. I just couldn't. Everytime i look at you i hear that gunshot-" I couldn't continue, because i was crying so hard that i cover my mouth, i backed away slowly shaking my head.