Forgotten || n.h

Chapter Five

I wanted to wake up. I wanted so bad to wake up from this nightmare, i want to wake up in Niall's arm as he kisses me. But it's just too good to be true, tears brim from my eyes, i swallow on my sobs, as i don't loose hope shaking him awake.

"Niall baby? Wake up. I need you please.." I beg, his eyes shut, i could hear my own heart shatter to pieces, my head pounding, soon enough people gather around us as they lift him onto the bed to the ambulance, i embrace myself tightly, as i watch them take him up the ambulance, i feel sam's arms wrap around me, as i land on my knees crying. The pain i feel doesn't compare to anything, my head was pounding, and all i wanted was to get better, to make everything better.

Mason drives carefully following the ambulance with Sam beside her who would look at me through the rearview mirror at times, i fiddled with my finger, my shirt carried the stain of Niall's blood, i feel as if every minute that passes is Niall getting weaker, i need him, i don't think i could live without him. The sight of the hospital goes bigger, as we parked in the front, i ran straight inside with Sam and Mason tagging along behind me, My mom's car and Louis' car follows by, with them climbing out of them.

I follow the nurses who pushed Niall's bed inside a room, they close it before i could come in, tears started to stream down my cheeks and i started to blame myself for this, all of this. My back slides down the wall, as i wrap my arms around my legs, i stare blankly at a crumpled paper on the floor, tears still streaming from my eyes. Every minute that passes adds to the weight on my shoulder, i feel my heart on the pit of my stomach, my head still hurts and my breathing was still uneven. I fell asleep on that position, till my mom woke me up.

"We should get you home, you need rest." She tells me, kneeling infront of me, i shook my head.

"No, I'm not leaving." I tell her, she sighs kissing my forehead, as she walks towards my dad. I stand to my feet, walking in circles infront of the OR, i paced back and forth, till a doctor comes out, a smug look on his face.

"The patient is in a critical state, the impact of the bullet was too hard, it may have caused damage to him, it hit a vein that connects to the brain and has damage it severely. There is no longer anything we can do, it's faith's turn to take place.." He says, as he walks away. I swallow hard, i couldn't fight the urge as tears falls to my face, a weighted pain hits my chest, as i embrace myself quietly.

My heart aches.

My head is pounding.

I feel like i have been cut in half.

The memory is fresh in my mind as i walk in Mason's house in a black v neck dress, ankle boots, my hair hanged naturally curly, as i followed Sam. Mason stands with Niall, his arm slung around a girls shoulder, i can't see her face, my breathe hitches, but i hold my ground and walk towards them with a smile.

"Hey." I say, as Mason gives me a small embrace.

"You made her come?" He asks Sam surprised.

"She's high, she suggested it herself!" I slap her shoulder playfully, as she laughs.

I don't stop myself when my eyes reach... Shit. It's her. The girl who liked Niall and tried to steal him away from me, she finally has him. Rachel sends me a smirk, as she kissed Niall full on the lips, my heart cracks infront of me to pieces. Out of all girls, why would it be her?!

"Skylar!" She says teasingly.

"Rachel." I bit, Niall's eyes lands on me, his eyes dark. Those dark piercing eyes usually disappear when he sees me, but not anymore. It's different now.

"How are you? You and your Boyfriend?" She smirks, my nails dig into my palms, as i stood there glaring at her. In my thought I'm already tugging her hair off, but i can't make a scene here.