Wild Hearts ( A Ross Lynch Fanfiction)

Chapter 43

Haley's POV

"Do you know when will he wake up?" Stormie cautiously asked the nurse. We were still in the airport in the nurse's office and we were waiting for Ross to wake up, it was almost impossible to see him like this. Why did he just faint? Was he nervous about something? I don't know. I softly stroked his hair out of his face as he twitched making a little noise like he has been doing for the past 10 minutes.

"Hopefully anytime soon, you should be able to catch your flight in time." The nurse's  Italian accent flowers out as her eyes scanned her  clip board. "Judging by what happened he got over heated and had an anxiety attack, is this regular?" She looked over to Stormie who looked devastated.  I was pretty confused at this moment, Ross? An anxiety attack?

"Oh no." Stormie sighed putting her two fingers at the bridge of her nose. "He used to have them when he first started out performing and in closed up spaces  or when he was nervous about something. I have no idea what cause this one though."

Ross used to have them? How come he never told me about it? What was he nervous about? There we're fans screaming and stuff,  also it was warm but anxiety attack? Maybe he was thinking about something.

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It must only been about 5 minutes but it felt like 5 hours,  Ross finally started to show signs of waking up,  right now I have no worries about missing the plane back to the US,  I was just worried about Ross for now. "Ross...Ross.." I whispered as his eyes fluttered open.  I realized that it would be the best if I just didn't  bombard him with questions about how he had this or why he didn't  tell me, I just need to let him rest.

"I'm sorry!  I didn't  meant to,  she got onto me! I swear! I love you Haley!" He shot up and I knotted my eyebrows together.  She got into me? What does he mean by that. He didn't  meant to? Oh... I could feel my heart beating faster and faster and I looked around. I was so confused but for some reason I was expecting the worst out of something.

"W-what do you mean Ross?" I stammered and he looked down. "Yesterday after the concert we k-kissed, I-i'm sorry!" He choked out and I just sat numb, he kissed another girl. W-why would Ross do that.

"Come on Hal." Ellington took my arm and I could feel the years starting to roll down my cheeks. "W-why would he do that to me Ell?" I started to sob and my brother pulled me in for a big along with Destiny rubbing my back.

"Don't worry, that girl got onto him first and Ross panicked,  he was crying after, Hal he still loves you!" Ellington exclaimed and I paused. "W-why didn't you tell me about it if you knew?" I sniffed and I heard about our flight being called.

"He wanted to tell it, that's why he had an anxiety attack, please don't  stay mad at him." Destiny spoke and I nodded. Ross... Oh Ross..

"I-i just need some time to think but I  won't." I sighed and watched everyone walk out. My eye caught Ross' before he hung his head low.

"Okay." Ellington and Destiny both replied sighing.

On the plane I was sat in one of those things where you can pull the side up for privacy on your seat which I found amazing. I had no idea who was next to me and I didn't  bother looking. I was afraid it would be Ross. I know it's stupid hiding/running away from your problems but I'm  just scared of what I'll find out. Reality.

It must of been half way into the flight when I decided to go to the bathroom. Next  to me I saw a sleeping Ellington and Rydel with each other! Awww! I need to take a picture of that!

Once I was done on the bathroom I opened the door to see none other than Ross Lynch standing with a shocked expression. I'm pretty sure mine was the same.

"R-ross." Is all I made out. "Haley..I know you probably hate me,  trust me I hate myself if you let me explain." He spoke and I sighed knowing there was no way out of this.

"Go on..." I whispered looking down. "I really didn't  mean to kiss her! She just came up to me and I tried to get her away,  I really did! She just came to me and I-i panicked I'm sorry!" He stammered messing up on his words. I looked up and saw guiltiness/sadness in his eyes.

"A-and Haley you're the only person in my life I will ever love, nobody else!" He was almost beginning now. I couldn't bare it anymore.

I opened my arms and hugged him tightly I could feel his uneven breathing patterns as he was probably on the verge of tears. He had never cried in front of me before.

"It's okay, it's okay." I  whispered, Ross' words mashing through my mind.

You're the only person in my life I will ever love, nobody else!

Does he really mean that? I mean I really feel like that towards him too, I wasn't expecting him to say that. "I love you too, and you're the only person I will love as well." I whispered looking up at him. My chin was resting on his chest so I was facing him. "And.. I'm sorry  for being a bitch and ignoring you, I really should have been with you." I spoke as his bright hazel eyes searched through mine.

"It's okay, you weren't  a bitch.. I  guess you want to know about the anxiety attacks then.." He spoke and our hands met as we made our way back to the seats. "If it's okay with you, I'm not forcing you if you don't  want to talk about it." I whispered as he lifted my hand and kissed it. "You deserve to know.."

He then explained to me everything since when it started and what triggered this one. "Ross you're so strong." I whispered and cuddled onto him on his lap.

"Well.." He wiggled.his eyebrows."I do work out."  He smirked and lifted up his top to show a six pack. I could feel the blush crawling into my cheeks and I giggled. "What? I don't see anything. " I joked and he pulled me wn so my head was on his chest. "Well maybe tonight you will." He winked and I smirked. "Maybe." I whispered back and hugged him.

"I love you." We both spoke at the same time. O smiled and looked at him. "You're so cute Ross." I smiled and he winked before I rested my head on his rising and falling chest.  It was good to have the same old Ross back.