Wild Hearts ( A Ross Lynch Fanfiction)

Chapter 51

Ross' POV

Where was I?  It's dark, cold, I feel lonely and I just want to collapse. Nothing has gone right,  if I had just accepted that she was telling the truth and I was being an ass then none of this would had  happened. I felt my phone vibrate for the hundredth time, I just ignored it, besides it wouldn't be Haley because she hates me.

This is so fucking stupid.  Why am I walking alone in a country alone with no effort of getting the girl I love back. I need to get her, Haley is the only girl I want in my life, I want to marry her, have kids with her and grow old together, I wonder if she thinks the same thing about me?

I tried to find my way back to the hotel, damn there are so many creeps here, what time is it? 1,2 in the morning? I have no idea. I have to get back to her. What happens if she already hates me? What is she going to say? Fuck Ross don't think like that.

The music which was pumping from each hotel was getting louder and louder as I walked closer towards them all, i kind of remembered what the building looked like. My eyes crept out the sky to see the American flag proudly swaying in the chilly breeze of the night. Who knew it could get this cold at night.

As I raced around the building I noticed our tour bus parked up and smiled slight but it faded away as Haley's beautiful face popped back into my mind. No distractions Ross I have to make it to her.

"Room 264.." I mumbled to myself as the silver-nailed-on number caught my eye. That's the girl's room. I wonder if Rydel and Destiny are even there with her. I gulped and took several stride's over towards the door, every move I made the knot in my stomach was getting tighter and tighter. Why was I so afraid? Because I was scared to loose her.

I raised my hand up to the door and with all my strength I,knocked on the door, it came out pretty quiet though i'm not sure if she heard it or not.

"Ellington, I-i'm fine, just leave me a-alone." Haley's broken voice came out as barley a whisper.

"It's not Ellington, i-it's Ross.." i stammered stuggling to get my words out. There waa no reply just a deadly silence which I hated with a passion.

"R-ross." All of a sudden there was a click at the door and the stupid tears came back. The door opened so lightly and I could feel my palms getting sweaty. I rubbed them against my pants which just made them even worse. "H-hi." Seriously Ross. Hi? That's all I said. This isn't going to turn out well.

Haley's POV

"H-hi." Ross stammered rubbing his hands against his pants. He looked so nervous. Tears brimmed in his eyes and the stains we're visible just like they we're on my face.

"W-what do you want?" I tried not to cry again. Don't cry Haley. Earlier I completely broke down and locked Ellington,Rydel, Destiny, Riker and Rocky out of the room. I guess it was pretty selfish of me but I couldn't bare being around anyone. My insides we're going crazy, because of my nerves and anger and all my emotions but then because Ross, the boy I loved and had too many feelings for was standing in front of me.

"Haley p-please.." he begged. "Give me a chance.. please.." he took my hand and fell down to his knees. "R-ross I-i.." I sniffled as his eyes caught mine before he turned away. "I-I get it..You don't want to be with me anymore."

"No! Ross I fucking love you! I don't want to leave you, I love you!" I dropped onto my knees next to him.

"We're never fighting okay!" Ross cried/laughed at the same time as tears fell down both our faces. "Never." I smiled/cried like him and smashed my lips on his.

We're  together, we're  not angry, we're  together, we're  not sad, okay I should shut up now, this was perfect. I was with him.