Wild Hearts ( A Ross Lynch Fanfiction)

Chapter 52

Haley's POV

"Alright chill you two, we understand you've just argued but you don't need to make out in front of us." Rocky sassed laughing and Ross cursed him under his breath making me laugh. It was the morning after Ross and I had made up pretty good. He hadn't noticed my wrist and to be honest I was really regretting doing that, what was I thinking?

We're  in San Francisco and it's too hot and here I am like a dummy wearing a long sleeve top. "Haley, are you okay in that jumper?" Stormie asked worried and I mentally cursed.

"I-i'm fine, thanks." I smiled nervously. I felt  Ross' concerned glare on the side of my face but he kind of blinked it off when I turned towards him.

She nodded knowing something was wrong, Rocky and Ellington sat there uncomfortable and clearing their throats. Please don't tell! "Hey Haley am I allowed in the room tonight?" Destiny  thankfully broke the silence sitting next to Rocky which earned her a sad look from Riker. Hehe Whipped.

Her little joke also earned me a playful death glare and then Ross from next to me spoke up. "Haley is sleeping in my room." His arms wrapped around me and I kissed his arms holding them. "Don't do anything fun you two." Stormie smirked and Ross' face started to turn red. "Mummm." He groaned burying his face into my neck. "Awww Rossy." I giggled kissing his temple. He was so sweet, and amazing and cute. He was perfect.

Now I'm the whipped one.

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We were cuddled in the comfy, queen sized bed, it was dark until Ross switched on the light. I quickly his my wrist so the cuts weren't visible anymore and I saw him turn towards me and sigh. "Ross, what's wrong?" I gulped and he kissed my bare arm. "You know you can tell me anything right?" He whispered making me feel bad.

"Anything.."

"If I ask you something, you promise you will tell me the truth?"

"The truth and only the truth."

"Why are you wearing a long sleeved T Shirt today?"

I could feel myself turning hotter and hotter, I knew I had to tell him the truth, but the truth would crush him and I don't want to see him like that.

"I-i wanted to.." I stammered. "I thought you would tell me the truth..." he sat up. "R-ross I c-can't.."

"Show me your wrist." He said. "What?"

"You heard me, do it." I held out my clean wrist  that was free from any scars or cuts. Hopefully he would just think of- "and the other one." Shit.

I hesitated before showing it. His grip snatched my wrist and I gulped before he.let it loose. "H-haley.." His eyes filled.with tears. "Turn off the light." I spoke feeling sick. "N-no. Tell me why. Why?" His voice was barley audible. "Ross, please!" I begged but he was being stubborn. He picked up my wrist and planted several kisses on them.

"I-i thought I lost you." My voice cracked which was the last thing I wanted it to do. Words can't explain how I was feeling right now.. it was just so...numb and odd?

"I'm right here baby,okay, don't ever hurt yourself again.. I can't..just...  I love you so much okay.." He finally switched off the lights and held me so close that our heart beats we're visible to each other's ears. "I-i'm sorry, I promise I won't do it again.. I love you too." I tried to stop my cries as Ross drew circles on my stomach.

"Don't cry..Princess it's okay, I'm here now." His words kept on circling through my mind. He's  with me and I'm safe from everything. All my worries, all my fears have left when I'm with Ross.