Wild Hearts ( A Ross Lynch Fanfiction)

Chapter 50

Haley's POV

"YOU WHAT!?" She screeched jumping off the couch and I flinched at her reaction.

"I-i broke up w-with-"

"I know what you say! J-just! Oh my god! Haley he's about to go on stage and he's breaking! Right, come on." She started dragging me downstairs to the theater across the street.

"Destiny! Destiny n-no!" I stuttered trying to avoid people staring at me because I was crying. Why did I fucking dump him? I'm such an idiot.

"Haley you need to watch. Look." Nobody bothered stopping us since they already knew who we were, the guys were already on stage talking while Ross just stood facing down doing nothing but occasionally scanning the theater with his glossy eyes. Oh my god what have I done. "And now we are going to sing One Last Dance." Riker grinned into the mic and Ross started singing.

"Tear drops in your hazel eyes."

Ross voice came out raspy and sad, I frowned more tears welling up. As his eyes darted around I saw another tear fall down his face, I don't think he had noticed me yet, would he want after what I have just done? I'm such a bitch. Everybody hates me. I hate myself too.

Ross couldn't sing his part, so Riker sang it, he was getting more and more worked up until he started singing again. He missed a few words and his guitar playing went a bit out of time until he caught up again.

"Give me one more chance-" His eyes caught mine and his singing stopped.

"Im sorry.." He hung his head low and you could hear his sobs and all I wanted was to run up onto the stage. I think the rest of the guys were hesitating to carry on or not I tried to push but they wouldn't let me. "Let me go to him!" I sobbed, my voice turning  weaker and weaker.

The lights on the stage turned off and the curtains closed and I heard the audience started to cry and ask what was going on.

This is all my fault. I need to get out of here. I ran back to my hotel room making sure nobody was following me. Ross' sobs were still in my mind and that's all I could hear.

I slammed the door and locked myself in the room and then in the bathroom. I could feel myself getting more and more upset each time I took a breath and thought of Ross.

His smile,

His eyes,

His laugh,

His face,

His voice,

His cries.

That's it, I've had enough and I can't deal with this anymore, knowing that I've hurt a person I love, I need to make myself feel the pain. No Haley, don't do this to yourself you're gonna make it worse. Not if I don't tell anybody about it. 

I snapped the razor and picked up the sharp metal edge of the blade, careful to not cut my thumbs. Oh who cares! I closed my eyes taking two deep breaths before letting the warm blood pour down my arm. I let out a cry and I heard pounding on the door. "Haley! Haley! Let me in!" My brother's voice spoke. Shit! Haley do something!

"Leave me alone!" I numbly spoke trying to stop the blood from flowing. Find something! "No! Let me in! Haley! Please Haley!" Ellington's voice was getting more worried. "E-ellington!" I sobbed feeling really tired. I need help! 

"Ellington! Help!" I cried and I heard a massive crash before I just managed to open the lock on the door and two people ran through, Ellington and Rocky. 

"Haley." Rocky gasped as my brother rans beside me. "I'm sorry." I whispered before blacking out..

Ross' POV

I'm such a dick, i'm such a dick, fuck! Why didn't I just believe her? I just didn't want to let her win the argument, I'm so stupid. Knowing about what happened I just can't cope anymore.

"Calm down bro, you'll make up by tomorrow, okay." Riker tried to calm me down. "But I'm such a fuck up person Riker! I can't believe I even listened to the tabs!" I angrily threw the pillows across the dressing room and tried not to let tears fall.

"Ross, calm down, it will be okay." Riker out his hand on my shoulder.

I disn't know how to respond to that. I must seem like some little  girl crying, but I don't care, I'm so messed up, I just need to be with Haley.

Haley's POV

"Wher-" I sat up. "Haley, stay laid down." Rocky? Yeah Rocky's soft voice spoke and I laid my head back onto the pillow. Where am I? In the hotel? A few minutes later I remembered what happened. I looked around and saw my brother pacing anxiously on his phone. He turned towards me with sorrow filling his eyes and walked out onto the balcony.

"W-who's he talking to?" I slowly sat up and Rocky sighed.

"Riker, Rydel and Destiny." 

"Is Ross okay?"

Rocky paused for a moment. "Nevermind Ross for right now, are you okay?"

"Y-yeah I'm fine. I'm sorry Rocky." I sighed and he pulled me in for a hug. "It's fine, don't worry about it, if you ever want to talk, I'm here, okay." He whispered and I smiled weakly. "Thanks, and I know, I really want Ross.." I sadly looked down and Ellington walked back inside with tears in his eyes. "W-why did you hurt yourself?" 

"I-i-"

"Because of what happened with Ross?" He cut me off. "It was my fault.." I cleared my throat and Ell bent down next to me. "I-i want Ross back Ell." I sobbed and Rocky's hand rubbed my shooulder lightly like something was wrong.

"W-where's Ross?" I saw the two look at each other nervously. "He locked himself in his room and won't come out." Ellington sighed. "A-and Destiny?"

"She's with Riker and Rydel.They're trying to get him out of the room." 

"So, I guess he doesn't want to see me?"

"No! Haley he does want to see you, you're the only person he wants to see!" Rocky exclaimed.

"I need to go see him." I was about to stand up but the two boys stopped me. "Hal, you're too weak you need sleep." Ellington kissed my head and stood up. "What? No!" I panicked. "Ellington please!" I begged and he sighed. "Haley we'll just see him tomorrow." 

From then on, I knew something wasn't right.