Jeonghans Pov
We sit on my couch in silence as I'm trying to build up the courage to tell him. I breathe in and out and finally I just do it.
" Jun...I can tell you anything right?" I ask
" Of course you can. What is it?" He asks sitting cross legged facing me
" Promise you'll still like me?" I ask
" No matter what" he says
" I....I like boys...so does coups...Jeongcheol is real" I let it all out
" I thought you were gonna say you did something illegal. That's great J! I'm really happy for you" he says
" Oh thank you. This is such a relief" I say
" how long have you been together?" He asks
" Almost a year" I say
" Wow. I just thought you had a really strong bromance." He says as I hear a car pull into our garage
" He's here. Go hide behind the kitchen counter and look over . You can see how we act when no ones around" I say as he runs in the kitchen
I lay on the couch as he opens the door. He smiles as soon as he sees me.
" I don't like seeing my baby sick" he says moving my hair out of my face
He grabs my hand and pulls me up. I stand up and lean against his chest. He lifts my face up and gives me 2 quick kisses.
" How was filming?" I ask
" I had so much fun. The cast and crew are actually going out for dinner to celebrate our first filming. " he says
" I told Jun" I say as he freezes
" Told him what?" He asks
" About us" I smile
"Oh my god that's awesome!"he says picking me up and spinning me around
" Wow...how the hell did you do that?! You're getting better just like I said you would" he says as we lean our foreheads together
" just like you said I would" I repeat
" Alright. I should get going so I won't be late for the dinner" he says kissing me one more time
" Ok. Annyeong!" I say as he leaves
" What the hell?! He's a really good boyfriend!" Jun says coming out as I laugh
" Really Jeonghan I had no idea coups had a mushy side" he says
" He's really different when he isn't around you guys" I say
" Joshua was right. You never know what could happen behind closed doors" he says
" What?" I ask
" Oh. Joshua doesn't really like coups. He thinks he's too close to you" he says
" I hope he doesn't figure out because I don't want anyone knowing yet" I say
" I'll make sure they don't find out. Alright it's getting late. I should head home. Let's get you to bed" he says helping me up and walking me to my bed
" Thanks Jun" I say laying down
" Anytime Jeonghannie" he says leaving
I grab my phone and scroll through some fan tweets. A few of them catch my eye....in a bad way. I see pictures of Seungcheol feeding Seolhyun, them laughing, her fixing his hair. Am I worried? A little.
Seungcheol likes girls too. He could easily leave me for a girl or cheat on me with a girl. It makes me worry a lot when he gets along well with a girl and fans ship them. Yeah most of our fans ship us too but it still worries me. I turn my phone off and go to sleep.
The next day
I wake up in Seungcheols arms. He must be really tired since he stayed out last night. I decide to get up and head downtown to get food for the boys. We have practice today and they always complain about how hungry they are.
Once I get there I put my mask, sunglasses, and hoodie on just in case any fans are here. I tuck my hair in my hood and open the door to my car. I buy lots of beef, kimbap, and other things. I buy 3 big bottles of coke and head back to my car. I check my phone and see its 10:20 am. Practice started at 9:50. Seungcheol is gonna be mad.
I start driving and I arrive there quickly. I grab all of the bags and walk into the building. I take the elevator up to the 8th floor. I hear them talking, they must be on break. I open the door and they all go silent.
" Yah! Why are you late again?! Do you not care about the group?!" Seungcheol yells
" I bought you guys lunch" I say putting the bags in front of me
" Thank you Jeonghan. This is really thoughtful of him so stop yelling at him coups. " Joshua says glaring at him
" Yeah coups. Jeonghan does the performance perfect every time. It's fine if he's late" Hoshi says
Everyone but Seungcheol walks over and grabs a bag or a soda. I ignore him as I walk past him and follow the guys into our lounge. We all have a seat at our big table. He sits next to me but I still ignore him. We all get what we want and start eating.
" Thanks for the food Jeonghannie" Jun says
" We'll enjoy it" Vernon says
" No problem guys" I say
Everyone starts having their own conversations and Seungcheol turns to me.
" Jeonghan I'm so s--" I hold a piece of beef to his mouth and he eats it
" I'm sorry" he says holding my hand under the table
" I'm not mad at you babe but why do you keep doing this to me?" I quietly ask
" Doing what?" He asks
" I know you have to act tough towards me around the guys but tone it down a bit. It hurts. I'm still your boyfriend you know" I say
" I'll try my hardest. I promise I will" he says
I decide not to mention the Seolhyun situation. I'll see how things go between them. If he does anything that upsets me then I'll just give him the silent treatment. I trust him, he wouldn't cheat on me right?
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