Flower Boy

Seventeen

Jeonghans Pov

What if management is right? I'm brining my groups popularity down with my feminine image. I want to be myself but maybe I should try a new style. No pink. . . How about something more manly? Yeah, just for today I'll try it out.

I walk into the house and head straight for my closet. I know I have boyish clothes in here somewhere. I find a black short sleeved shirt, black jeans, and I tie a red flannel around my waist. I put on my black sk8 high vans and then head into the bathroom. I grab a hair tie and put my hair into a low bun. I put on a black SnapBack and stuff my bun into the hat so it looks like I have normal short hair.

I look in the mirror and I'm shocked. Even though I still have a pretty face, I look boyish. I smile at my new image. I don't love it but it will do. I go back to my car and head to practice. I open the door and everyone goes silent.

Seungcheols Pov

" Who the hell are you?" I ask

" Thought it was time for a change" he shrugs

He's not happy with it. He only changed because of what management said. I'm not gonna lie, he looks damn good but this isn't him.

" Did you cut your hair?!" Dino asks

" No, I'm just keeping it hidden" he says

" Ok let's get practice started" Hoshi says

Jeonghans Pov

We keep practicing this one part over and over again because Joshua just can't get it. We are practicing the sorry sorry cover and there's this really difficult hand thing we do.

" Alright Jeonghan you're good at this, go help him out in the private studio" Hoshi says

Everyone else heads to the break room while me and him head over to the private studio.

" Ok so you start in this position and--" he cuts me off

" Remember that guy I told you about?" He asks

" Yeah why? Did you do it" I ask turning to look at him

He doesn't respond and starts walking towards me. He stares into my eyes and lightly touches my face.

"No. . . But I'm about to do it right now" he leans in and starts to kiss me

I just stand there as he kisses me. I'm so shocked I can't move. I come to my senses and move my head to the side.

" No Joshua I can't do this" I say

" What do you mean?" He asks

" This isn't right. You're my best friend and that's it" I say

" You've been leading me on all this time and now you're saying you don't like me?" He asks

" I haven't been leading you on!" I say

" You always touch me and lay on me. You look into my eyes when we talk and you act lovey towards me" he says

" That's just my personality. I'm sorry Joshua but I just don't like you in that way" I say walking out the room

Seungcheol Pov

Practice is over so I head over to the private studio to get Joshua and Jeonghan. I look through the door and my heart drops. They're kissing, and Jeonghan is just standing there letting it happen. I knew it. He likes Joshua better than me. I turn back around and storm down to my car.

Just wait till he gets home. I'll just go date Seolhyun. She's pretty and she's talented, she's basically an actual girl version of him. Pretty, talented, and evil. I let his pretty face blind me from seeing his true self.

Jeonghans Pov

I drive home still in shock about what just happened. All along that guy was me. He's my bestfriend and I like him just as my friend. If Seungcheol finds out about this he's gonna flip. I arrive home and open the front door. Seungcheol walks into the living room as soon as I walk in the door. I take my hat off and my hair comes falling down my back.

I walk up to him and throw my arms around his neck. I lean in and give him a few kisses but he doesn't kiss back.

" What's wrong?" I ask putting my arms down

" Do you love me?" He asks

" Of course I love you babe, always have always will" I say

" Bullshit. Is that the same thing you said to Joshua?" He asks

" What are you talking about?" I ask

" I saw you kissing earlier" he says

"He confessed and told me he liked me and then he leaned in and kissed me. I didn't kiss him back!" I say

" You stood there and let him kiss you! Did you even think about me? Or did you just forget about me completely and realize your love for him?" He asks

" Oh please Seungcheol, you kissed Seolhyun! Yeah I knew about that and I decided not to say anything!" I say

" Now I'm starting to realize she's better than you. At least she's not a two timer!" He says

" I'm not a two timer! I don't like Joshua! What the fuck do you not understand Seungcheol, I love you and only you" I say

" STOP LYING! JUST GO AND BE FUCKING HAPPY WITH JOSHUA! FUCK YOU AND HIM. I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN!" He yells, pushing me hard enough that I stumble back and my back hits the wall

I just stand there against the wall shocked that he pushed me. I hit my back really hard, it's gonna leave a nice bruise. Tears start running down my face as he just stands there looking at me.

" Ok" I sigh closing my eyes trying to stop the tears

I stop leaning on the wall and walk out the door. I get in my car and pull off. I pull over around the corner so I can figure out where I'm going. Then I start crying my heart out. What just happened? I pull myself together and decide to go back home to my moms house.

She lives 2 hours away in a gated community. Every house has been customized and built from the ground up. Nobody will find me there. I take some Advil to stop the pain from my back and then I pull off.