Flower Boy

Eighteen

Seungcheols Pov

I wake up to my alarm going off. I look to my side and expect to see a head of long blue hair but instead the space is empty. My stomach flips as I remember what happened last night. He probably slept at Joshua's house. I roll my eyes and hop out of bed.

The only thing I regret is pushing him. I didn't plan on doing that, I was just so mad that I couldn't control my actions. He looked really hurt when his back hit the wall. Oh well, I'll just go be happy with someone else.

I can't just get over him that quick though. He was my first long relationship. He was my first boyfriend. He made me feel like I meant the world to him. But he betrayed me, and that's all that matters. After I get dressed I head over to practice. I walk into the studio and everyone is here except for Jeonghan.

" Where's Jeonghan?" I ask

" It's my fault" Joshua says

" What do you mean it's your fault?" I ask

" I told him I liked him yesterday and I kissed him but he pushed me away. Said he only likes me as a friend and I got angry at him." He says

That explains everything. Jeonghan was telling the truth. Now I feel even worse. Jeonghan isn't here because of me, not Joshua. But wait, if he didn't stay with Joshua. . . Then where is he? I get out my phone and call him but he doesn't answer.

" He's not answering my calls. Everyone text and call him. This may be bad" I say

Everyone try's to reach him but nobody gets through. Now I'm starting to get a little worried. Could he have stayed in a hotel? Jeonghan looks like a girl, maybe someone kidnapped him?

" Ok if he doesn't show up tomorrow we need to file a missing persons report" I say

Jeonghans Pov

After hours of driving I finally arrive at the house. I walk up to the door and ring the bell. My mom opens the door and she looks shocked.

" Jeonghan?! What are you doing here?! Aigoo come in" she says as I walk into the house

As soon as she closes the door I give her a big hug. She hugs me back and rubs my back. I wince in pain and she stops.

" What happened is something wrong with your back?" She asks

I turn around and she lifts up the back of my shirt.

" Omo! Jeonghan your back is purple!" She says

She rushes into the kitchen to get an ice pack. She runs back in and tells me to lay on my stomach on the couch. I take my shirt off and she slowly lays it on my back.

" Now tell me exactly what happened" she says

" Joshua told me that he likes me" I say

" Oh how sweet" she says

" No mom I'm with Seungcheol" I say

" right right" she says

" I guess he saw him kiss me because when I got home he yelled at me. I tried to explain but he pushed me. Told me he didn't want to see my face ever again." I start to choke up

" Aigoo I'm sure you guys will get back together" she says

" He's gonna go date Seolhyun. I'm old news eomma. Why is this all happening to me?" I say

" What do I always tell you" she asks

" Easy doesn't exist" I say

" We can talk more tomorrow. Go in your room and get some rest" she says

" Ok....And mom, if anyone calls and asks if you've seen me" I say

" Oh no I haven't seen him. Please find my dear son" she acts out

" Thanks mom" I chuckle

I go upstairs and plop on my bed. My phone is blowing up with missed calls and texts. I read all the texts but I don't respond.

Joshua
Where are you? I'm not mad anymore.

Jun
Hyung where are you? Did something happen with you and Seungcheol?

Oppa
Where are you? Babe I'm sorry for pushing you. Come home!

Why the hell is he calling me babe when he broke up with me? Joshua thinks I left because of him? Ha ok. Honestly I didn't even care. It bothers me ignoring Jun. He's  the greatest friend ever but I don't want to be found. Im gonna stay here for a while and worry the shit out of Seungcheol. I turn my phone off and go to sleep.

Seungcheols Pov

I've been sitting on our bed for about an hour now just thinking. What the fuck have I done? I hurt him over nothing. I shouldn't have pushed him that hard, he didn't do anything. What if something happened to his back. He's so small and fragile and I pushed him like I was trying to fight.

I'm gonna go crazy if we file a missing persons report tomorrow. That's when things are gonna get serious. Putting in a missing persons report means something is really wrong. He's out there somewhere he could be hurt or kidnapped. I'm thinking too negative, Jeonghan is strong, I'm sure he's fine.

What was i thinking telling him I didn't ever want to see his face again? He took that to the heart and now he's gone.