Flower Boy

Twenty Four

Jeonghans Pov

" They starved me for 2 days!" Wonwoo says

" And we only ate fish!" Dino says

" What?! Aigoo you guys really struggled" I say

" Eomma there's something you should know" Mingyu says

" What is it?" I ask

" Me and Wonwoo are bisexual and we're dating" he says

" I know" I smile

"How?" Wonwoo asks

" A mother knows when her child is anything other than straight" I say

We all get up to leave. Mingyu and Wonwoo come over and hug me.

" Gwenchana. Aigoo my Meanie boys" I say

They all leave. As Joshua walks past me he stops and whispers in my ear.

" There's some things you and coups need to speak about" he whispers

" I know" I whisper back

" You don't know everything. Look at his arm" he whispers and then leaves

( At their House)

The atmosphere is awkward. I should probably start packing my things.

" Bab-- I mean Hyung... I guess I should pack my things" I say

" What are you talking about?" He asks

" You broke up with me and got with Seolhyun" I say

" I never got with Seolhyun, I waited for you" he says

" But...you still broke up with me sooo" I start walking towards our room but he grabs my hand and pulls me into his chest

" Yoon Jeonghan you're mine and you're not going anywhere" he says leaning his forehead on mine

" That's great and all but there's still some things we need to talk about" I say moving my head away

" Right" he awkwardly says because I didn't react to his lovey comment

" Joshua is my friend and that's it. When are you going to understand that?" I ask

" It's not that I don't understand it's just sometimes he does things that make me jealous" he says

" So you threatening to leave me and get with Seolhyun is ok?" I ask

" I helped you sabotage her" he says

" With a picture? I already have a bunch of other dirt on her that's way worse than that picture. Whenever I try to confront her, you stand in front of her and protect her. Does she mean something to you Seungcheol?" I say

" Just listen I---" I cut him off

" I really don't give a shit, next topic. Why did you push me?" I ask

" It's been bothering me so badly. I was just so angry that I don't know I couldn't control myself. You know I would never hurt you in any ways" he says

" I have a bruise on my back" I say

" What?! I will never forgive myself " he says

" Let's just stop arguing" I say

" Where were you?" He asks

" At my moms house" I say

" But we searched all around Seoul" he says

" She doesn't necessarily live in seoul. It's about 3 hours out in the mountains." I say

" But we called her and she said she hadn't seen you" he says

" That's because I told her not to say anything" I say

The conversation ends and I remember what Joshua told me. " You don't know everything. Look at his arm." I look down at his arm and see three cuts. I grab his wrist and look him in his eyes as my eyes tear up.

" Why?" I ask  as I tear falls down my cheek

" I felt like I let everyone down" he says looking down

" Don't you ever do this again" I say grabbing his face and making him look at me

Seungcheols Pov

Finally for the first time in three months I have a beautiful head full of long brown hair laying on my chest. I'm only wearing my boxers and he's wearing a plain short sleeved shirt and shorts. He looks up at me and stares into my eyes.

" Why did you dye it back?"I ask touching his hair

" I wanted to start over" he says

He grabs my wrist and starts to kiss it over and over again.

" Let's not hide anything from each other" he says

" What do you mean?" I ask

" Do you want me to take my shirt off?" He asks

It shocks me a little. I've seen Jeonghan shirtless twice and it wasn't on purpose. After a full year and some months of dating I have barely seen him shirtless. It almost feels wrong.

" J-Jeonghan" I stutter as he takes his shirt off

He throws it to the side and looks at me. I refuse to look at anything below his face.

" I thought you weren't comfortable taking your shirt off" I say

"I'm not" he says

" Babe then put your shirt back on" I say

" I want to please my boyfriend" he says

" You being uncomfortable doesn't please me" I say pulling the covers up to cover his chest

" I guess you'll never see me shirtless" he says grabbing his shirt and putting it on

" I'll rip it off of you one day" I say

" Yah!" He says

" What? You know it's true" I say

" And I'll rip those stupid boxers off of you" he says

" Please do" I say

" What?" He gives me his scary voice and death stare

" Nothing" I say

Jeonghans Pov

" When will we come out to the public?" I ask

" Whenever you're ready" he says

" Once the news gets out that I'm back everyone is going to ask why I left. We kinda have no choice" I say

" We could wait a little" he says

" Yeah let's give it a little time. I'm still not too sure" I say

" Wow, we would be the first LGBT idol couple" he says

" I know and that's what scares me" I say

" Just think. Once we come out, so many other idols can too" he says

" I guess" I say

" Meanie, Chanbaek, Eunhae, JRen, they can all be happy" he says

" We're fruit loops living in a world full of fucking Cheerios."  I say

" Cheerios are really good" he says

" I know" I say

He pulls me closer and I fall asleep in his arms where I belong.