Jeonghans Pov
I wince in pain as he lets my hair go. His face looks so scary. Ren is the even more intense version of me. He's about to destroy me.
" Are you fucking insane?! So many people are worried sick about your ass and you're right here! It's been 3 months! Do you know how much money Seungcheol is spending just to find you?!" He yells at me
" I don't care. I'm not going back. Not yet" I say
" I know Seungcheol hurt you or whatever but he's struggling without you. He has to deal with the boys on his own and worry about finding you!" He says
" He should of thought about that before he pushed me" I say
" Go home to your boys. Think about Minghao and Chan, they need you." He says
That hits my heart. These boys mean the world to me and I just abandoned them. The group isn't doing anything without me. I'm holding the boys back from doing things. I'm making Seungcheol sick. This isn't what I wanted.
" You're right" I say
" Go home" he says
" I will" I nod
" I'm not going to tell anyone where you are but if you don't go home in a few days I swear Yoon Jeonghan I will kick your ass and tell the police" he says grabbing my hair again
" Hajima! Let go of my damn hair I said I'm going!" I sigh
" I'll be around the company building checking on you. Bye Hyung" he says as he leaves
I'm a Hyung and he treats me like a dongsaeng. I was born one month before him. But he has longer hair than me so he wins. I have clothes here already so I didn't bring anything. I go to the living room to tell my mom I'm leaving.
" Eomma, I'm gonna head back" I say
" You're going back to Seoul?" She asks
" Yeah, my boys need me. I've been gone too long" I say as she gets up and hugs me
"Aigoo, it was nice having you here. Drive safely" she says
" I'll visit more often. Bye Eomma " I say
I walk to the garage and get in my car. I start the car and pull off. How the hell am I going to explain this to everyone. I'm gonna have to come out but I still don't think it's a great idea. I'm gonna get there and see Seungcheol being happy with Seolhyun. This is gonna suck I should just turn around now. But Ren will murder me.
I'm gonna have to move out and find a new house. Does that mean I should quit the group? No this is where I belong, in Seoul with the boys. I can't let our relationship ruin everything. I turn on the radio to hear that I'm on it.
" Its been 3 months since Yoon Jeonghan went missing and still no sign of him. Authorities are thinking of pausing the search but leader Seungcheol has offered even more money. The reward for Jeonghan is now 75,000 dollars. If you have any information please call the police" the radio says
Yeah I need to get myself home. Seungcheol is putting a ridiculous amount of money up just to find me.
( A few hours later)
After hours of nonstop driving, I arrive at our company building. I'm going to go see manager Hyung first. I reach the top floor and stop in front of his door. If I open these doors then I'm no longer missing. If I open these doors I have to come out. I walk through the doors and he looks up from his computer.
" Thank god" he breathes throwing his head back
He gets up out his chair and hugs me. I've never seen him this way.
" I said so many things about gay people in front of you not knowing that you were gay. I'm sorry" he says
" How do you know I'm gay?" I ask
" Seungcheol told me" he says
" Can you call the boys over?" I ask
" They're already on their way. They have practice" he says
I go to the floor where our practice room is and wait at the end of the hall. They get off the elevator at the other end so when they get off I'll be waiting here at the end. I nervously stand there waiting to be reunited with my boys.
Seungcheols Pov
We get on the elevator to get to practice. Today is our first day practicing for our next comeback. We don't have long breaks because Woozi always has a new song for us. The elevator stops and we all get off.
I turn my head and freeze. Jeonghan is at the end of the hall. It's probably just me hallucinating again. Then I realize the boys are frozen too.
" Eomma?" Minghao says choking up
" Boys" he says
That's when my tears start falling. I run down the hall towards him. I pick him up and hug him tight. He wraps his legs around me and puts his head in my neck. I hold his face and look straight into his eyes.
" I'm so sorry" I repeat over and over again breathing heavily from crying so much
" Stop " he says as I stop repeating it
" I was starting to give up on you" I say
" Don't let me go" he says
" You're actually here" I say in disbelief
My face is so wet, the tears don't stop falling. He wipes the tears away with his thumb and then leans in and kisses me. It's been too long since I've felt these lips.
" I missed you so much" he whispers against my lips
Jeonghans Pov
I let go of Seungcheol and walk over to my boys. Minghao runs up to me and gives me a big hug.
" Eomma it was so hard" he cries
" I know baby, I'm sorry" I say
" Take me with you next time" he says
" There will be no next time" I say kissing the top of his head
I give everyone a hug and then Joshua is the last one. He looks at me thinking I don't want him to hug me. I pull his arm towards me and hug him.
" Why wouldn't you get a hug?" I say
" I'm so sorry" he says
" No need to apologize" I say
" Eomma you wouldn't believe all of the things that happened" Dino says
We go into the practice room and sit on the floor. It's been so long since I've been in this room. I just stare at them as they complain to me. What did I do to deserve such an amazing family?
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Flower Boy
FanfictionJeonghan and S.Coups have been secretly dating for almost a year. Of course they would love to tell their members and the world but Jeonghan has anxiety problems. Every time things get too hectic he breaks down. Their secret relationship and Jeongha...
