We call him the flash

Part 2 of we call him the flash

Things change.

Me thinking that me and Barry would stay together for ever but  I guess I was wrong, he only decides to go and kiss Caitlin right in front of me. Caitlin said she liked him and Barry said he didn't know by the way this was all in front of me! I said I needed a break he couldn't love me and then have feelings for someone else. So we aren't together at the moment.

He's still the flash, saving people. I'm still the old Jessica Webb.

I have a huge scar on my stomach from the time when I went flying into a window. It's been about 10 months since that's happened.

The whole world knows about meta-humans so I guess that's a good thing.

I'm over thinking. Calm down Jessica.

This is going to sound weird but ever since that thing that happened with triple threat I've been different. I've been getting angry a lot easier lately. I'm stressed out. I have night mares. I have scabs on my knuckles from when I punched the walls I still do it now. I don't know what's happening to me but it can't be good.

*ring ring*
"Hello Cisco"
"Hi Jessica it's been a while" Cisco said very softy
"Indeed it has"
"I miss you" he whispered it so no one would hear him.
"I miss you too Cisco" tears filled my eyes
"I'm sorry to hear about Barry, he and Caitlin are still working together"
"Well it was his choice it was me or her and he picked her"
"Barry hasn't been the same since you left, he's hasn't been concentrating so that leads to getting his ass kicked, I haven't been the same..."

Silent filled the air.

"Anyway why did you call me?" I asked
"I was wondering if you would pop round S.t.a.r labs"
"Umm I don't know"
"Come on Jess it's been 2 months since you last saw him, last saw me."
"Yeah I'll come but if Caitlin says anything I will flip on her."
"Don't worry, see you soon"

I hung up. Was I really going to go back? I guess I was.

10 minutes later I arrived at S.t.a.r labs.

"Cisco!!!" I shouted at the entrance

He turned around so fast and smiled.

"Jess!!!" He was taking the piss out of me

I ran up to him and hugged him. I went and hugged Dr Wells.

"Urgh what is she doing here" Caitlin said walking into the room
"Nice to see you to bitch" I put fake smile on

The flash ran into the room. Barry took his mask off. He didn't even realize I was there. Has he forgotten about me?

"Hey Barr" I stepped towards him.
"Jess..." He was shocked I was there.
"Been a while" I tried to smile but it didn't work
He picked me up and spun me around. He couldn't stop smiling.
"I've missed you so much" he said whiles hugging me
"I've missed you too"

He grabbed my hands and looked at my knuckles. There were scars and scabs from where I have punched the wall so many times.

"Your hand" Barry said touching them, I flinched.
"They hurt you don't they" he spoke again.

I pulled my hand out from his.

"So guys how have you been?"
"Fine without you" Caitlin said cutting in.

"Jessica your hands what happened" Barry said again, I ignored him

"Shut up Caitlin"
"How about you, you just decide to come in here thinking everything is fine but it's not you left us"
"What do you expect you kissed my boyfriend I couldn't work with a boyfriend stealer!"
"I love him and he loves me, right Barry" Caitlin shouted
"Jess what happened"
"SHUT UP ALL OF YOU!!!" I got so mad, I couldn't control it I wanted to kill someone.

I turned around and slammed my fist into the wall.

"Jess your eyes they glowed bright red, what's going on" Cisco said putting his hand on my shoulder

"I need to go" I ran out the room but before I left I turned around to see where I punched the wall. I left a mark and there was a crack going all away to the top.

What's happening to me?