Tammy's Tale

Tammy: Chapter 28

'Are you sure it was her Tam? I don't want to make any accusations and shit then it goes nowhere.' Ryan said rubbing my arm soothingly, I sighed. Why did everyone think I was just accusing Erica, I saw her!

'Yes I'm sure, how many times? She could of killed my baby girl and she knew what she was doing!'

'Calm just stay calm, getting angry isn't going to do anything... maybe I should talk with Dante about it.'

'No, don't you understand he doesn't want anything to do with me. That includes you, Janay and our baby.' Ryan sighed and I sat on his lap facing him, I held his face in my hands and looked into his eyes.

'Ryan I'm sorry for dragging you through all of this.' I said and he shrugged.

'It doesn't matter Tammy, your family is just going through a lot.'

'We're always going through a lot, haven't you noticed.' I said sarcastically and he laughed, he kissed me and I laid my head on his chest.

'The baby.' I said quietly and he sighed, rubbing my back my body relaxed in his arms and we both went silent. I was still too confused to make any decisions about the baby yet but it would help if Ryan suggested something to me.

'Personally, I'd like to have the baby with you but if you don't want to go through with it then I'll back you 100% even though its not what I want. I can completely understand where you're coming from if you want to have an abortion Tam.' He said and that just made me think even more, what should I do? I wanted the baby but I knew just how much stress it would bring but... I overcame that when I had Janay. This time I had support from day 1, and a stable home.

'We're going to have this baby, I don't care if people have something to say. We can do it together.' I said and he grinned, I smiled back and hugged him tighter.

'I think you should get a reward for that.' He said and I looked up at his facial expression, he licked his lips slowly and I rolled my eyes. It was only nine in the morning, what was wrong with him? I shook my head and he started kissing my neck regardless, I sighed and he caressed my thighs. I suddenly felt the overwhelming urge to be sick and I pushed him off me and sprinted to the bathroom, I vomited as expected and just sat there with my head in the toilet bowl waiting for if anymore had to come up.

'Shit Tammy, didn't realise I made you sick.' He said and I shook my head, I flushed the toilet and washed my mouth out, then brushed my teeth.

'Not your fault its morning sickness.' I said, he should be used to it by now.

'Oh right sorry, sometimes I forget you're pregnant.' He said and I laughed lightly.

'Yeah well it kind of is your fault seeing as you impregnated me.' He kissed his teeth and I laughed at him.

'Babe I'm joking,'

'You know to joke! Go lay down I'll bring you some breakfast.'

'Mmm thanks, let me check on-'

'No I'll check on her man just relax.' He said and kissed my forehead, I smiled and went back into my bed. What would I do without Ryan? I knew for a fact if I was still messing with Adrian and letting him head fuck me then we wouldn't be in the situation we are in today. My phone started ringing and I picked up.

'What's up Chlo?'

'I hate Dante, I just want to kill him I swear. He comes round to my house and kicks up a stink about what happened yesterday.'

'Janay? Did you tell him?'

'Not Janay, about the deal I made. He's such a rude bastard.' I rolled my eyes at the end of the day they'd get back together sooner or later with their faces glued.