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Chapter 2: Kill Me Now

Levi's POV:
I wish I could see his face. It's been three years since he broke up with me, three years since he said that he hated me and the fact that I was gay. After Erwin broke up with me I told shitty-glasses to lock up all of my pocket knives. She is the only one who knows my painful past, the only one who knows why their are scars on my wrists. I really am grateful for her help, even though I will never tell her that.

I call Hanji and ask her to bring me my sharpest pocket knife, the moment she hears that she sighs and states,"you know I am never going to bring you a pocket knife, because I know you will try to kill yourself with it."

"You know me to well shitty-glasses," I groaned

"You are never going to get back those pocket knifes,"Hanji said matter of factly,"you know that right?"

"I know shitty-glasses," I groaned, but I had a plan, little did she know I had made a copy of the key before I gave it to her, but the key was only for tines when I really felt Luke killing myself.

I wrist for Hanji to go to the bathroom then I grabbed my Keys, went to her desk and unlocked the drawer. I quickly grabbed my favorite pocket knife and hurried back to my office. When I got in my office I locked my door and closed the blinds. I sat at my desk and looked at my wrist at the scars I gave myself. Some were new, but most were a year old. I brought the blade to my wrist as a tear feel down my cheak and I slashed at my wrist. As I watched the Blood drip down my wrist I started sobbing "Why did you do this to me Erwin?" I whispered weakly. The last thing I remember before I blacked out was Eren bursting through the door with a worried Hanji ridge behind him.

Hanji POV:

I was almost finished with the daily mandatory cleaning of my desk when Levi called.

"Shitty-glasses, bring me my sharpest pocket knife," he commanded.

He never gives up, does he. I sighed,"You know I'm never going to bring you a pocket knife because I know you will try to kill yourself with it."

"You know me to well shitty-glasses,"he groaned.

He sounded upset, I'm going to find out why."You are never going to Get those pocket knifes, you know that right?"

"I know shitty-glasses,"he groaned.

"Goodbye," I said and hung up. I finished cleaning and was heading to the bathroom when Eren came to talk to me.

"Hey Hanji," Wren asked,"can I talk to you?"

"Sure Eren,"I smiled "what do you want to talk about?"

"Captain Levi," he stated simply,"it's just you know him so well and I gave a couple of questions. I just don't know what to do."

"Okay, what do you want to know?"I asked.

"I've noticed that Highcho has seamed sad Lately. I wanted to know why," I said cautiously.

"Is that all you wanted to know?" I asked. I had a feeling that he was going to lie to me.

"Yes!" he almost yelled.

Now I know he is lieing." Look me in the eye and tell me that there is nothing else you want to tell me."

He looked right into my eyes and have up."alright, there's more," he confessed.

"I knew it! Spill," I commanded.

"alright," he started,"You know how I said I've been noticing more things about Highcho, I wanted to find out why, can you help me?"

"well that depends on what you've been noticing."

"live noticed how he always has a look of concern when he looks at Mr, and how his eyes sparkle in the sunlight, and how his raven hair frames his face making him look like a God."

"Okay stop right there," I said." You have a crush on Levi."

Authors note:
Hope you like it next chapter will be up soon