I'm Lost

Chapter Three

The next Morning I'm to tired to get up so I stay in my room hoping no on comes in I hear a knock at the door. Who is it I said it was only Mark I rolled over and said what do you want hey why are you getting all mad at me I thought that we were together. Um I'm sorry what just because we kissed doesn't mean that we are he came over and layed in the bed with me I said that we are not dating so please get off me. Why don't you listen I have some one else so sorry "No your not" He was angry his hand was on my thigh and he was rubbing my thigh and he said into my ear and said I know what you did today I know every thing. After he left. My hole leg was shaking I was shaking and I couldn't move as I lay on my bed half naked from were he pulled me and I just let him I didn't scream or when he was fingering me I didn't move even when it hurt. I said to my self I have to get up and have a shower to feel clean but with every scrub I didn't feel clean I felt stuck between life as we know it. I got out and walked to my room with only my towel on I walked past the kitchen and there again was Mark like he was waiting for me he had a mug in one hand and there was another.he said " come sit down here baby I'm not your baby I'll never be I turned and went to walk but he got up from his seat and he pulled me away once again I let him I didn't know what to feel. He dragged me back to the room and he layed me on the bed he said once again your mine I said please don't do this to me again please "NO you need to learn your place here and I'm the only one that can kiss you and we only do things. I said OK and I let him lay on me he was stroking my hair and my thighs when he got to my breasts he didn't know what do he undid my towel and I moaned it was cold I never dried my self so he sat up and he pulled me up and I sat on his lap he got the towel and he dried me I was amazed that he didn't leave me after he was done drying me he layed me down again but this time he didn't lay on me he layed next to me after a minute it two I started falling asleep we went to go but I said stay with me please he came back down and we layed together he was stroking me and sometimes he would stop and than he would do it again but this time harder each time he did it I would move from pain but he would go back being gental.