I'm Lost

Chapter Four

It was the after noon and when I woke up Mark wasn't here he must of left but why I got dressed into something skin tight so when I see him he will want me again. I went past Luke and Zac they looked at me and I smiled and I hugged Luke and he pulled away like I was something horrible what did I do. You know what you did I was so confused get away from us you slut I looked down at my clothes and ran back to my room not wanting to been seen I stayed that hole day in my room someone brought me food but no one ever knocked I was lonely and I hated my self for it what did I do to deserve this. I never asked to be taken away did I. I screamed and screamed and started throwing every thing in my room I wanted to die it was 10:00pm I went down to the kitchen. I was going to get the knife and kill my self there and I bet no one would care I started to get the knife in till I heard voices you could hear a female voice and a Male I new that male voice any were it was Marks and he was kissing some girl I went in and he saw me he let go of the girl and he left her to come to me I started running and I was crying so much I ran into Zac I said please hide me he didn't say anything and new what was happening he rushed me to his room he new exactly what Mark was doing I was so shocked what I saw and is just busted into tears. Zac sat there and was stroking my hair and I said why does Luke hate me for Zac huffed and said Mark came to us and said what happened between u and luke but I don't listen but Luke did and Mark said what he did to u and u just let him touch you. Yes I did because I had no energy to move and it did hurt when he was touching me. Zac said he would be back so I waited for him to come back and when he did Luke was with him I looked down at the floor and than my clothes and covered my self Zac left me and Luke alone Luke walked over to me and he kissed my neck and I moaned and than I pulled away shamed of what I did and I moved away and he said it's OK Zac told me it's OK I got up and sat on his lap and I let him touch me and I let him touch me every were and he layed me down on the bed he was undoing my top layer by layer and with my shorts he left them on he was giving me the pleasure because this was the first time it being soft and nice not hard or ruff when he got to my pants he was taking them off slowly and he was licking me and than he was finguring me when I was in pain he would slowly do it or he would be soft he was in me and this time it felt nice after a while we were going soft and than we were going hard fast it was nice hours past and I was in heaven it was what I wanted