I'm Lost

Chapter 11

You were a sleep and we didn't want to wake you so we left. But we're did you go well mark said he had to go to Jessica's and then he said he wanted us all to go so we did.

Well okay then I really don't care. But actually I was hurt because.
1.they did tell me were and
2. And mark went to Jessica's why
I was going to find out why mark went there for.
Well I'm going to look for Mark so bye I walked down to the room me and Marked shared and I knocked on the door and I could hear voices I could hear Marks voice and the other one was a female voice.

I walked in and saw Jessica on marks lap and he was whispering something into her ear I was shocked and then I finally spoke up and said really you were flirting with me at the pool and know her again that worked last time but hey I guess you have fun. Even thought you and me are ment to get married but whatever you can marry her and also get her pregnant bye you man whore.

I walked out of that room proud of my self that I finally stood up for my self but the other problem was how do I get out of here and still with Luke.

Later that night
I was out side looking at the view of the backward and thinking what if I never ended up here what if I never walked home again to see my mum and friends .

Flash back
I was walking home from the park when Mark came up to me and said hello what is your name. Sorry but I have to go. He grabbed my arm and dragged me towards the vehicle I was screaming and banging on the window.

When we arrived at the house I was carried to the house by Luke and mark and Zac that day was the most scariest day because I new I wouldn't get out.

End of flash back
When I finally snapped back to reality I realised that Luke came out side and was sitting next to me. I looked up and smiled at him. What is wrong shailah is it because mark brought Jessica here. I looked at him and he new. Why didn't you tell me she was here. Why would you care shailah you don't even like him and me and you are dating.

Who are you to tell me what I'm allowed to do. Luke who said we we're dating.
From the look on Luke face he was hurt but it was true.

I went I'm side and when I turned the corner there was Jessica she look like she has been crying but I really don't care so I walk past her only to he stopped by her calling my name.
What do u want. "I'm sorry shailah about everything I did I just wanted him back.

Well you can have him bc I'm 15 and he's 18 it's illegal so you can have him because he will hurt you and then say sorry. So as I said have fun with your man whore.

Shailah please stay with him he is not for me and he really loves you and I know that you love him to and the only reason you were with Luke was because you wanted to get back at him.

Shailah looked at Jessica with a disgust face and said "I love Luke and I'm not a slut like you . And I so what if I liked mark he was a horrible person and I wish that he never chose me because I hated that he did to me. As shailah said those last she walked away towards zacs room.

While I was waking towards the Zacs door I knocked three times he opened with no shirt on but boxers I looked at how he was tanned and how he's jawline make me weak at my knees.

Earth to shailah Zac said ow yea sorry I wanted to talk to you about everything that has happened.

Of course what would you like to know as he offered me towards the bed. I sat on the bed with my legs crossed and my hands playing with my shirt. Why am I really here I know that it wasn't about my parents. Ok I shouldn't be telling you this but you have the right to know now.

The real reason you were taken was because mark and Jessica had broken up because she wouldn't handle being with mark anymore because she found out what his job was and she was worried that it would ruin there relationship.

Well what is marks job I asked
All of our jobs are. To kill people that don't deliver the drugs or steal them. So use are in a gang is that it.

Ok then so why take me that's what I don't get why me of all people?. We took you because mark needed someone like you. What do u mean he wanted a person like me. Mark like to make girls feel like they have no power so he can control them in a sexual way and to take care of them.